Your Love Is My Drug (A Lilo fan fic)

Secrets

Zayn’s POV

I listened to the conversation going on in the next room. I didn’t like what I heard. Liam just came home. You can push him into a relationship! He’s still fragile and broken. Broken and lost, all because of Louis. This is his fault. All his fault, and I can’t take being around him. The band is falling apart all because of this so called relationship.

I listened as Liam questioned him. I could provide him with the love he needed. I could protect him. Not Louis. Not anyone else. Me. it was going to be me.

The anger built inside me as I began to scream into the sheets. I stopped hearing voices and I heard a knock at my door. I looked up and stared at the door. I didn’t want to know who it was. I was too angry to even talk.

“Zayn, you okay?” oh great. Just the voice I wanted to hear! Louis stood behind that door; Just a short distance from my hands. I could easily get up and choke him. I shoved my head down. I need to think straight.

“Zayn, can I come in?” this time it was Harry. I’d let Harry in, he could help.

“Come in.” I said loud enough. He didn’t come close to me; he just stood there, staring.

“Your eyes, they’re that dark shade of brown.” He stated. I shoved my head back down in my pillow.

“And?” I snapped.

“Oh, what now? If it’s Liam, I get it. He’s bothering me too.” He admitted. I heard shuffling and I felt a part of my bed sink, indicating that Harry was sitting right next to me. “He’s been around Louis too much. He barely even said hi to me. Didn’t you tell me that you two were going to hang out? What happened?”

I sighed and lifted my head up. “Yeah we hung out. I tried to refresh his memory. We kissed, but I felt like he didn’t mean it. I didn’t pressure him into it. He just asked me to, or told me. I didn’t want to ruin anything, but it was the right moment. Now he’s in there probably snuggling up against Louis as they plot out plan to get back together. Where does that leave me? I’m alone now, don’t forget pissed. He dumped me off like I was bear shit. Better off as that, anyway.” I sighed, clenching my fists. I looked at Harry and he seemed as pissed off as me. “What crawled up your ass and died?”

“Louis barely even notices I exist anymore. He has barely shared a normal moment with me. I’m losing my best mate over this. It’s not worth it. I feel as left out as you do. This band is falling apart. It won’t ever be the same. We’re hanging on the edge, barely holding on, and as soon as another problem pops, it’s over, I know it. This band is the best thing that’s happened to me and I’m not going to let it go so fast. They’re fucking it up!” I saw tears roll down his cheeks. He made a point. We’re falling apart and we can’t be fixed.

“Harry, calm down. This band isn’t going anywhere.” I sat up now; I never noticed the effect this had on Harry.

“We won’t make it. As soon as those two get together, we’re done. We’ll all part never staying in touch. We leave hating each other. All because of a bad relationship.” He wiped his eyes and looked at me.

“Then we make it so they can’t be together.” I said plainly. He stared at me with confusion.

“How?” he asked me. I smiled evilly at him.

“We tell management.”

Niall’s POV

How? Why? Did I deserve this? Did they deserve this? I’ve been so aloof all this time, thinking everything was okay. But now, after hearing that? No, I’m not okay. We’re not okay.

I got up and knocked on Zayn’s door. The talking came to a cease, and Harry opened the door. He smiled at me, something was up, and due to an accident I know exactly what it is.