Your Love Is My Drug (A Lilo fan fic)

Flashbacks and Punches

Liam’s POV

Louis had walked in after I saw that moment where the both of us are at the beach. I didn’t really look at him much, it just was awkward. The tension could be cut with a knife. I sat back on my hospital bed in shock. I dated him. Why did I date him?

“You doing okay, Li? You looked terrified.” He asked touching my shoulder. I tensed up under his touch. “And you’re really tense.”

I kept my mouth shut as he started to massage my shoulders. I didn’t relax, this just felt really weird. Then he went for my neck. This felt really weird. Somehow, it felt right. I think I might actually like this.

“Li, calm down. I’ve done this before.” He said into my ear.  I shivered from his breath against my ear. Maybe he tricked me into dating him. That’s possible.

“Why don’t you remember me?” he asked me, leaning on me. I was so stunned; I didn’t even bother to push him off.

“I just don’t. Why should I?” as I said that, pulled away from me. He walked in front of me, and stared at me.

“Because I’m your boyfriend! You loved me! You loved me.” I saw a tear fall from his eye. “You don’t remember me at all?”

I stared at him, could I tell him about the dreams and the weird images that I saw? I wanted to, I hated that I couldn’t tell him I remembered him, I was too afraid to. What if they were just dreams? Not real, just images that my brain conjured.

My head began to hurt and I saw images again.

*SEXUAL CONTENT. READERS DISCRETION IS ADVISED*

-Flashback-

Louis pushed me onto the bed. I slid off my jacket and pulled him close by his shirt. I crashed my lips onto his. My hands slid down to his bum and I squeezed it. He moaned into my mouth. I licked his lip, but he wouldn’t let me in. I pried his lips open and I explored his mouth.

He slid my shirt of, and then he kissed my soft spot. I let out a moan. He giggled as he undid my belt. I grazed his penis, feeling him get hard. I slid his pants down, biting my lip. I kissed his neck, hearing moan.

“Hurry up.” He breathed. I played with the hem of his boxers. I ripped his shirt off of his body, and ran my hand over his chest. He flipped me over pulling down my boxers.

“Should have hurried up. Now you pay.” He entered me, making me scream.

-End of flashback-

“We had sex?” I looked at him. Please tell me we didn’t.

“You enjoyed it too.” He said seductively. I enjoyed it? Why the hell would I enjoy it? I mean, Louis is nothing that I would go for. I want someone who could care for me, someone who had a good sense of humor, and someone who was mature and could make me feel better. Louis only had two of those.

“Why would I enjoy it?” I said harshly. I didn’t mean to say it like that.

“Because, well I don’t know. Why wouldn’t you enjoy it?” he asked me. He stepped closer to me, almost leaning on top of me. I looked into his eyes.

“Because you aren’t Zayn.” I half yelled. He looked at me in disbelief.

“You never loved Zayn, you loved me!” he yelled. I saw tears in his eyes.

“Why would I love you? You spiked my drink! I can’t even trust you.” I yelled back at him.

“You remember that?” he asked me. He looked so crushed. I still saw hope in his eyes.