Your Love Is My Drug (A Lilo fan fic)

Confessions

Louis’s POV

What the hell? I hope I was just imagining things. Was Liam really kissing some other girl? How could he do this to me? Wait a minute; he doesn’t even like me like that. He looked disgusted when he found out he slept with me. I hated loving someone who didn’t love me back; I’m just stuck in the unfriendly friend zone.

As I returned back to my flat, I leaned against the door and screamed.

“Boo, why are you screaming?” Harry’s voice made me jump.

“No reason.” I hated lying to Harry, but he couldn’t know. He would judge me.

“Sure.” He replied. “You don’t have to talk about it.”

I went to my bedroom and threw myself onto the bed. Life would be so easier for me if Liam like me back. I always got nervous with him around him; he made my palms sweat, and made me go weak in the knees.

I fall prey to those big brown eyes. They are filled of warmth. It hurts me to think that tears had fallen out of those eyes. His smile, that same smile that lights up my world, and give me butterflies.

Liam Payne, look what you’ve done to me. I slowly drifted off to sleep.

-Louis’s dream-

“Louis!” Liam yelled.

“Liam” I yelled back.

“I love you, Louis.” He said to me.

“I love you too.” I hugged him. He finally said he loved me.

“You’re the best friend anyone would love to have.” It felt like Liam shot me through the heart.

“Friend?” I questioned.

“What did you think I meant?” Liam said.

-End of dream-

 

I shot up. That was the worst dream ever. I knew in my heart that Liam would never love me. This made me want to scream. I love him. He would always think of me as a best friend, nothing more, nothing less.

“Boo?” Harry’s voice startled me.

“Come in.” I said.

“You okay? You haven’t been yourself. I’m worried.” He was genuinely worried.

“I’m fine.” I said forcing a smile.

“Yeah, so screaming Liam’s name is normal?” he became suspicious.

“Yes it is.” I said. I said his name in my sleep?

“Yes you did.” Was harry telepathic?

“No I’m not telepathic. You’re speaking your thoughts. It happens when your mind is cluttered.” He explained.

“My mind is not cluttered!” that dumb know it all tosser.

“That is not nice!” harry said. I laughed.

“Sorry.” I said. “I’m completely fine.” Except for the fact that I’m in love with my best friend.

“You’re in love with which best friend?” harry said. Well I’m screwed.

“If you don’t tell me then yeah, you are screwed.” He said. I looked down.

“You like Liam. That’s why you were calling out his name.” harry finally figured it out. I hope he won’t judge me.

“I wouldn’t dream of judging you. I’m just hurt that you didn’t tell me.” he said as he sat down beside me.

“I’m sorry, haz I was just scared.” I said. “I just wished he would love me back.” As tears ran down my face, I couldn’t help but wonder why Harry was so okay with it.

“You never know. Why don’t you just tell him?” harry said.

“Tell him? Tell him! Haz are you dumb?” I yelled. “Sorry for yelling. I couldn’t tell Liam even if I wanted to. Think of the band.”

“We will all support you. Don’t worry about us. We want you to be happy.” Harry explained.

“Can you do me a favor?” I asked harry.

“You don’t want me to tell anyone do you?” he asked.  I nodded. “They will find out sometime.”

Harry was right. They would find out sometime. Maybe I should just tell Liam.

I grabbed my phone and dialed a number.

“Hi Liam. Can you come over? Okay, see you soon.