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Do you even love me? - Dorbyn Beavey

Some boyxboy for y'all
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Corbyn's POV

Does he not love me? Does he not care about me?

Before you start asking any questions, I'm gay. I fell in love with the all American boy next door.

Daniel Seavey.

Why am I so cliche????

We technically are dating, but he hasn't told anyone about it. Some of my friends know that I'm gay, but no one else cares really. No one in our school is homophobic, but that's not the problem.

He doesn't wanna tell anyone.

I mean, why would he?

He's this perfect guy - all the girls are over him, captain of the Football team, perfect life.
And I'm this Invisible nerd who cares more about the chemistry project due this Friday than the "awesome" and "lit" party at Brittany's house this weekend.

He wants a guy who can be perfect like him - handsome, great at Football, and popular.

Not someone like me.

Recently we had a fight, due to the fact that he didn't wanna go public about us.

"Why can't we roam around holding hands and doing normal couple stuff like normal couples?" I asked him, on the verge of tears.

He just looked at me. Not saying anything.

"Answer me Daniel!! Do you even love me anymore??!!!?!?!" I said, careful not to start yelling.

He was about to say something but he saw some people coming towards the hall so he went to the other side, pretending he didn't even know me.

"I just can't be seen with you Corbyn!!!!!" He yelled when those people passed. He instantly covered his mouth, his eyes full of regret.

"Love I didn't mean it tha—" i cut him off.

"No daniel. I think you did. I'm sorry that I'm not 'good enough' for you" i said using air quotations.

"I'm sorry that I'm not like one of those ideal high-school-jocks. I'm sorry that I'm not a party animal. I'm sorry that I don't have a new boyfriend every week. I'm sorry that I don't wake up next to a guy I don't even know. I'm sorry I'm not popular enough and I'm sorry I'm not cool enough for you. So do me a favour, and forget about me. Now if you'll excuse me, i have a chemistry project to finish up" i said, looking him in the eye one last time before walking away.

I removed my glasses to wipe the last of my tears and went to find my friends at our usual lunch table.

"Woah what happened?" Tiffany asked me.

"Yeah you don't look too much like yourself" Kris agreed.

"Did Daniel do something? Who's jaw do I need to break?" Jade asked clenching her fists.

I looked at daniel come in with the same expression i had.

"Nothings wrong guys. I'm fine don't worry about it." I said, putting on a small fake smile.

They just nodded, knowing the fact that I was lying.

My eyes were wandering around the cafeteria, looking for something to stare at. I finally found something not-so-pleasing.

Justin, the jock that always bullied me, had his hand on Daniels thigh.

I didn't know how to feel.

Angry? Sad? Happy?

Can my life for once not be messed up?!!!?!?!!

I Guess Tiffany, Jade and Kris must have followed my eyes to the "view". They all looked at me and sighed.