The perks of a temporary life

glasseyed

all you see,
is the good side,
the one that keeps u tied up to someone,
with a big knot.
you wish ur sight was better,
clearer,
more realistic but it keeps making u see things which are not really there and like everything else (in time) ,
the bad sight disappears for a short amount of time.
tell me,
what do you see now?
all the wrong calculations of how you wanted people to be,
of how you wished their good sides are mostly showing,
stuck somewhere in the past.
and it hurts,
not only in the eyes because you have to see it all
but because you have to feel it,
the anger,
the pain,
all summed up
& now that you stopped believing,
you can't escape its fangs,
it's claws,
and the glass eyes shatter,
filled with tears and all the fears that once used to be nightmares only.

-change keeps us moving, forward, backwards, sometimes keeps us stuck in time