❝guarded.❞ ↠ jerrie thirlwards (sequel to s.s.)

twelve

t w e l v e // P E R R I E //

The next morning, my head was aching terribly. I open my eyes slowly, trying to get the blinding light of the sunbeams to not make any of my pain worse. While sitting up, I realize I'm somewhere new.

I look around at the new surroundings and flashbacks hit my mind.

- FLASHBACK -

"Niall," I moan out as he grips onto my waist and pushes me against the wall beside me. He grinds his own hips against mine, groaning softly. "Please."

He gets the hint and picks me up, walking toward the bed. As he lays me down, he smirks down at me. I feel my body tingle as he slowly crawls on top of me. "I promise you this will be the best fuck of your life," he whispers into my ear, nibbling at my neck softly.

- END -

I rub my head slightly thinking about it. I had sex with Niall? Oh, no, no, no. I turn my head and see the blonde haired arsehole sleeping beside me. Fuck. I shake my head. "It had to be a goddamn dream," I mumble to myself. "We couldn't have."

I hear him laugh. "We did," he mumbles in his morning voice. He sits up beside me and smirks at me. "And you loved it."

I shake my head and bury my head in my hands. "I can't just do that to Jade. I love her."

He shrugs and sighs deeply. "Infidelity," he says. "It's a weird thing that occurs even if you don't want it to."

"Infidelity?"

He chuckles. "It means to have an affair. And I thought you were a Literature major in college. Did those Americans teach you poorly?"

"This isn't time to make fun of the American education system, Niall," I snap, rolling my eyes. "I just cheated on Jade when I was piss drunk."

He frowns at me. I'm probably making him feel bad. He probably thought that he was finally getting me to like him but all I'm doing is making him seem like a bad guy. "Everyone makes mistakes."

"God, you sound like a stupid, cliche teenager that thinks this shit is okay," I snap again. He flinches this time. "None of this is okay, Niall. Cheating on the person you truly love is disgusting and wrong. It's not being loyal to them. She's going to hate me. Do you know how bad that is?"

"Yeah, I-"

"She's going to file a divorce. She's going to take Jessica away from me. No one will be here to protect me from Zayn. I'll be killed and no one will care because they know that I fucked Niall Horan while I was with Jade."

He sighs deeply. "I'm sorry, Per."

No, you're not. You're goddamn happy with yourself. "It's fine," I say, sighing deeply as well.

-

"Where were you last night?" Jade asks me as I step into our house. My head was still banging and I was so close to telling her to shut up because of it.

"I was piss drunk so I don't know," I lie, rubbing my head.

"Yeah, why did you get drunk?" she asks me, her voice raising. She's probably already mad at me.

I just shrug before heading into the living room and sitting on the couch. She decides to stop asking questions, which makes my life easier.

-

"You did what?!"

"I know and I'm so sorry," I say, looking down at the table and sighing deeply. Harry looked absolutely pissed at me. He's probably going to tell Jade and get us divorced.

I hear him sigh. "Were you really drunk?"

I look up at him and nod, which makes him sigh again. "It was a drunk fuck, that happens a lot."

I raise my eyebrows at his sudden acceptance. "You aren't mad at me?" I ask him.

He shakes his head. "Drunk fucks happen a lot. But just because I'm not mad at you, doesn't mean Jade won't be."

-

SHORT UPDATE BC I KNOW THAT I HAVE A LOT TO DO IN THESE FEW DAYS AND I WANTED TO UPDATE Y'ALL.

SO YEAH, NIALL AND PERRIE HAD THE SEXY TIMES. IM HONESTLY MAD AT MYSELF FOR DOING THAT.