❝guarded.❞ ↠ jerrie thirlwards (sequel to s.s.)

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two updates in one day?!?!?! whaaa?!?!?!

WARNING! THIS CHAPTER WILL CONTAIN SEXUAL THEMES. SEXUAL ACTS AND WORDING WILL BE USED. YES, MY FRIENDS, THAT MEANS SMUT. SO, IF YOU EVER GET OFFENDED BY SEXUAL SCENES (SMUT) PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS. THE WHOLE CHAPTER IS BASED AROUND IT, NOTHING REALLY WITH THE STORY, I PROMISE. BUT YEAH, YOU ARE WELCOME. AND YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

JADE

"So, why are we doing this?"

Perrie pulls up to the driveway of the resturant and sighs. I see the look of distress on her face and I feel like this date idea wasn't such a great idea. I mean, yeah, it was a chance to get us to become closer, but Perrie doesn't seem to keen to the idea. "Jessica suggested this because I told her that I fear we aren't as close as before," I tell her, sighing. "It's a way of getting us closer."

"We can just head to the bedroom and get closer easily," Perrie says, laughing softly. I try to hit her shoulder but miss when she gets up and out of the car. I sigh and walk out as well. We both walk up to the doors and walk inside.

"Table for two?" the lady asks us, smiling.

We nod and she takes us to a table next to the window.

"I will come back with waters shortly," she tells us before walking off into the distance. I look over at Perrie and watch her eyes as she scans the menu. Her eyes light up as she sees something she wants and puts down the menu, closing it.

"I'm getting a hamburger," she tells me, smiling.

"That isn't a great date food," I remind her, raising my eyebrows.

"May I remind you that we are married and I can eat whatever I want in front of you," the blonde informs me, smirking slightly. "It won't disgust you while I eat a hamburger, will it?"

I just shake my head, smile, and look at the menu.

-

"Here is your food," the waiter says as he sets the food in front of me. "Have a wonderful dinner."

As he leaves us alone, Perrie grabs her hamburger and takes a bite messily. I try my best to not cringe in disgust and look down at my food. I got a salad, which is so clichè and stereotypical that it hurts. But I was in the mood for a salad, so I got salad.

"Is your salad good?" Perrie asks me, mouth full of food. I try my best to not look at her and laugh.

"Yeah," I reply, smiling down at the table. "Is your hamburger good? It sure sounds like it."

All she does is nod and take another bite.

-

"That was actually great," Perrie tells me as we begin walking outside of the resturant. She looks over at me and smiles. "Thank you."

"Why thank me?" I ask her. "It was our five year old daughter's idea, not mine." We both laugh in unison and look down at the ground as we slowly walk to the car. It's quiet, considering it's eight at night. It's dark out and all you can see are the street lights and the things they are shining on. The cold air is returning and it makes me have to cross my arms over my chest to try to keep myself warm. Perrie notices this and hugs me tightly, which makes me smile.

"So, why did we need to get closer again?" she asks me, looking down at me.

I sigh and shrug. "I feel like we aren't as close as we used to be. Y'know, like in high school? We used to always be with each other and kiss so many times and cuddle. Now whenever you are home, you just sleep all morning and ignore me most of the time you are up. I miss you, Perrie."

I feel Perrie tense up while I was talking and I know she probably feels bad. She sighs and looks at the ground. "I'm sorry," she mumbles. "I didn't think you thought I was ignoring you or anything. I just subconsciously do things. I'm sorry, baby."

I just shrug and get out of her grip to walk up to the car. I hear her sigh in frustration but ignore it. I jump into the passenger's seat the same time she jumps into the driver's seat. She looks so frustrated and I didn't feel like asking why.

-

All car ride, she doesn't say a thing, which terrifies me. Did I make her mad? I look down at my lap, thinking of how this was supposed to make us closer, but it seems to be drifting us even farther apart.

She parks in the driveway and turns off the car. I expect her to unlock the doors like normal and walk out in a frustrated way, but she just looks at me. I feel slightly uncomfortable but I attempt to look at her. "May you please unlock the-"

Her lips crash on me and I, surprised, widen my eyes and grab onto her waist. I finally understand what's happening and kiss back, closing my eyes. She kisses me hungrilly and places her hand on my waist, lowering it slowly as she goes. I'm still confused but I go along with it.

She pulls away abruptly and unlocks the doors. "Get out and go into the house."

I don't even try to protest and obey, walking out of the car and into the house. I stand there, unsure if that's all she wanted me to do. The look on her face was the mix of anger and lust, which both confused me and made me feel.. things. She barges into the house, same look on her face, and pushes me against the wall that was behind me. I grunt as my bones hit the hard surface but moan as she kisses me hungrilly again.

I feel her hands slowly making it's way down my chest and to my zipper. She unzips my pants and smirks to herself before taking her hands away from there and up to my neck. She takes a hold of my neck softly and pulls me away from her lips, smirking down at me. "Do as I say and I won't be upset with you, okay?"

I just nod. She smirks even more and grabs onto my hand. She leads me up to the bedroom and pushes me onto the bed. "This will be fun."

-

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The next morning, Perrie is sleeping soundly beside me and it feels just like years ago when we were still in high school. I get up from the bed and walk down the stairs. Jessica is already up and playing with the same dolls as yesterday. She looks up at me and smiles. "Goodmorning, mommy!" she says happily.

I smile back. "Goodmorning, sweetie," I say back before walking into the kitchen and opening up the fridge.

"Mommy," I hear Jessica's tiny voice say from behind me. "Why did I hear you screaming last night?"

-

I AM SATAN FOR CUTTING IT OFF, WHOOPSIES.

i am shit at smut so i didn't want to embarrass myself.

BUT HEY, YOU GOT SOMETHING SO SHHH.

and yeah, i lied about the fluff. hence the over excessive amount of explamation marks. ;)