Who Said Love Was Easy ( Jacob Perez Love Story)

Chapter 21- Parks and Kisses. ;)

A/N: Wavy ass picture of Chase a.k.a bae in the MM.

{Sapphire}

"So where are we going?" I asked as he drove around aimlessly.

"Eh I don't know, where you feelin' like goin'?"

I pursed my lips and looked around for something close by. We had passed by a mall, but since having my new card from Jacob's mom, I have spent way to much time at the mall, buying everything and anything.

A few minuets later, we ended up deciding on the park. As we pulled up we got out and started walking on the sidewalk alongside the park. He looked at me and smiled and I did the same.

"So, how you been?" Chase asked.

"Um.. Good I guess." I said nodding my head.

"No, how have you been honestly?" He asked looking at me.

I sighed and shook my head, I honestly didn't even know the answer to that question. I mean how was I really? Ever since being with Jacob, I feel as though i've been on a mental rollercoaster. Not knowing if I was attracted to him or not mentally and phsically, or if I even wanted to go through with this whole situation. I mean, it's not too late for me to back out... right? 

"I don't even know if we're being honest here. I feel mentally exhausted, pressured, frustrated and a whole bunch of other shit I can't explain." I said dragging my hands down my face.

He looked at me with concern, "I see this whole situation with Jacob is takin' a toll on you."

"Oh, you have no idea. I mean, if you were being forced to marry a stranger, someone you know nothing about I bet youd be stressed too. Not to mention that he treats me like I'm some toy or something. One minute he's being all in my face and kissing me, next he's acting like a jackass and treating me like I did something too him!" I ranted and crossed my arms. 

Chase took my hand in his and smiled, "Bruh, you're so cute when you mad."

I forced a smile out of my pout, "Here I am venting about my problems with you, and you talking about how cute I look. Childish."

He laughed a outrageous laugh that made my ears ring. I gave him a crazy look and he only laughed harder, I could only join in with him, laughing at how ridicolous that "laugh" was.

"But forreal' , I didn't know you felt that way. You don't deserve it because if I was one the one to marry you I'd treat you different." He said interlocking my fingers with his and looking at me.

I could feel my cheeks gaining warmth and looked at the ground while smiling, "You're just being a good friend."

He furrowed his eyebrows at me and lifted my chin up with his index finger.

"No, I'm serious. Jacob has been a real ass to you for no reason and I don't like it. You shouldn't have to go through some'  like this if you ain't happy. I mean, you know what marriage is right? That's a serious step... and you spendin' you whole life with this nigga? And you ain't even happy?" He said looking at my ring on my finger, and shaking his head.

I pursed my lips together as I let his words marinate in my mind. He was right, was I ready for all of this? Spending my whole life with someone that I didn't even love, and know nothing about? I took a deep breath, getting a little irritated because he was right about this whole thing.

"Well, there's nothing I can do about it now. I should have backed out earlier but my parents really need the money and I would never be able to live with going past this oppurtunity because of my selfish ways." 

He chuckled and stopped walking. He faced me and began stroking my cheek with his thumb gently. "I admire you Sapphire. Marryin' someone for the sake of you family and not givin' up and even when you unhappy and don't know the person. Man, you a strong ass woman forreal'." 

I could feel my knees getting weak as he touched me, I bit my lip as he wrapped his arms around my waist and smiled. 

"He don't deserve you, y'know. He's one lucky guy, if I had the opportunity he had I would treasure you and treat you how a woman supposed to be treated. I'd take you out and show you the world, and make you feel special each and everyday. You'd never wanna leave me." he said looking me in my eyes the whole time. 

I knew I was blushing full force and I couldn't even respond. Every time i'm around Chase I get this giddy school-girl feeling like i've never been sweetalked by a guy before. I don't know what it is about him but I can't get over him and not to mention the amount of attraction between us was undescribable. I felt like I knew him for years when i've actually only known him for a month and a half. I can't believe I was falling so hard for this man, and in such a short amount of time. Usually, it took me about a good month to even consider letting a guy put his hands on me, and with him it was different. 

Yet, I still couldn't shake this guilty feeling I had. Everytime I was around Chase, Jacob's face and voice would always pop up in the back of my mind. I always try to ignore it but it always wins me over and I end up stopping the romance before it gets too out of hand. 

"Let me find out you crushing on me, Chase!" I said in a goofy tone, ruining the mood.

He smacked his lips and laughed, "You always ruining the moment wit' yo silly self!"

I laughed as he came closer to my face and bit his lip, "You be playing games wit' a nigga but I know you feeling me. I see you blushin' and lookin' at the ground when I say some sweet to you. It's okay though, imma let you play yo lil' game until you get tired, i'll wait." 

"I'm not 'Playin' a lil game' with you Chase, I just need to get this whole situation figured out first before even considering dating you." I said looking at him, pouting. 

He nodded and grabbed my chin, kissing me slowly and gently. 

If he wasn't holding me right now, I would have melted unto the sidewalk. 

His full lips on mine was enough to drive me crazy, and I knew when this kiss was over it was gonna be my new addiction. He pulled away from me and licked his lips, "That's somethin' to help you figure out yo situation." he said and winked at me.

Well... it might be awhile before I figure this whole situation out. 

So I pulled him towards me playfully and kissed him again.

And even though Jacob was in the back of my mind, Chase's full lips had punched him out of the way for the time being.

A/N: And here y'all go! I know y'all probably mad as hell at me because most of my readers ship Jacob and Sapphire but i'm the complete opposite. I just love me some Chase and Sapphire, i ship them so hard! But I got y'all the next chapter though. 

Anyways, hope you all enjoyed the chapter!

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~The weirdo.