~The Hara Imagines~

Imagine 9: Panic Attack (Josh)

Jess' POV:
I gripped onto the sides of the sink, trying calm down, but there was no use. I was sobbing violently, my hands shaking and my breathing very jagged. I let out a frustrated scream, banging my hands in the wall. Seconds later, there were footsteps racing toward my direction. I quickly went over to the door and tried to lock it, but Josh got there before I could. He forced the door open, being careful of my presence.

"Baby. What happened? Are you hurt? What did you do?" Josh asked frantically. I couldn't reply as I violently sobbed. He gripped me shoulders, staring into my eyes. He pulled me in for a tight hug , picking me up. He made me wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. He carried me out the bathroom and went into his bedroom. He pushed the door shut with his foot and carried me into his bed.

He carefully sat down, so now that I was basically straddling him. He rubbed my back, obviously realising I was having a panic attack. "Shhhh. Baby, I'm here." He whispered, keeping his arms tightly around me.

I cradled my shaking arms in my chest, and he pressed his lips against my forehead. I softly whimpered into his chest, my throat become tight from crying. He softly hummed a tune, slowly calming me down. I yawned a little in his chest. He pulled away put kept his arms around me, making me grab onto him.

He "It's ok. I'm not leaving you." He whispered. He wiped my tears and I put my head in his neck, fiddling with the hem of his shirt. "I love you Joshie." I mumbled, hugging him tightly.

"I love you too Jess."