~The Hara Imagines~

Imagine 15: Forgiven (Josh)

Lola's POV:

I sat on the sofa, phone in hand, looking at mine and my boyfriends messages from the other week.

We recently had an argument, and I accidentally told him to leave with some of his stuff. I missed him like crazy but I knew he would just move on from it as quickly as it happened.

These were some of the previous messages:

Joshie😍❤️🎤: hey babe, how are you xx

Me: I'm in a pretty bad mood today. My boss said that if I don't improve on my work he'd fire me. :( xxxx

Joshie😍❤️🎤: Aww Baby. You're perfect at everything, remember that. He better not fire you because then he's got ME to speak to. Xxx

Me: thank you Josh. You're the most amazing boyfriend I've had and will ever have xoxo ❤️❤️

Joshie😍❤️🎤: you want me to come over? Xxx

Me: yes please ❤️❤️

Joshie😍❤️🎤: ok bubs, see you in 10 xx

Me: luv u xx

Joshie😍❤️🎤: ❤️❤️ love ya 💍

Tears rolled down my cheeks and I exited the text messages, turning my phone off. I couldnt stop the tears and I ran into my bedroom, shutting the door and throwing myself into the bed.

"I'm so sorry Josh." I sobbed, gripping the teddy he gave me when we first started dating.

I was lay on my bed for about half an hour and decided I should go clean myself up. I sniffed, wiping my eyes and walking into the en-suite bathroom. I washed my face and threw my hair up in a messy bun.

My cheeks were tear stained and my nose and eyes were red. God I looked so fucking awful, like always.

I went back into the living room and when I was about to sit down, there was a knock at the door.

Hoping it was my parcel, I quickly got up and went to the door, not even caring what I looked like. I unlocked the door and swung it open, smiling.

But my eyes went wide, seeing the love of my life standing there.

"Um, hi Lola." Josh said awkwardly, a hand behind his back. I knew he was returning the bracelet I gave him. I looked at the ground.

"What's up?" I asked, tears dropping to the ground.

When he removed his hand, there were a bunch of flowers he was holding.

"Lola I- I'm so sorry for arguing with you. I never meant scare you and I never intended to leave, but I just thought you needed some time. I wish we never had argued, it's been bugging me since it happened. I know you won't accept it, but I just wasn't to say I'm really sorry. Just- please, take me back." He said, his eyes tearing up when I looked up at him.

I ran forward, throwing my arms around him before sobbing. "Josh, I'm so sorry, too. I never should've told you to leave. I hate that we're apart and I hate that we argued. I do, I do accept it, Josh. I never broke up with you." I whispered.

He hugged me tighter, kissing my neck.

"I love you so so much, princess. I promise to never argue with you again."