YOU WANT TO BE WHAT?

Chapter 10

I panic & Lou stands up so quick searching for his clothes. What do we do? How do we explain this.

"Just dress quickly & I'll get in the shower. Tell her you were waiting for her" I say quickly to Lou & run back to the shower. Before getting through the restroom door Lou comes behind me & turns me around, kissing me.

"Are you crazy" I say & push him off closing the restroom door immediately after.

I smile after closing the door. His kisses are amazing & they make me feel happy.

I hear Lou open the door a minute later after he's changed into his clothes. I hope Liz isn't mad or finds out.

"Why was the door locked & why are you here?" Liz says closing the door after entering the room.

"I was waiting for you babe" Lou says & I hear him kiss her.
"Ugh, she's in the shower. I have to pee" Liz says.

I wish we didn't have to hide like this.

I take my shower quickly so Liz can pee. I change into my clothes. I dry my hair quickly & do light makeup. Walking out of the restroom I see Lou & Liz making out on her bed..great.

"Oh sorry, we were gonna leave. I gotta pee first" Liz says getting up running to the restroom.

Lou looks at me & I quickly look away. I put my shoes on & grab my bag.

"We were just making out shes my girlfriend. Don't look so pissed" Lou says standing up coming to me. He back hugs me & kisses my cheek.

I give in & turn around kissing him. We make out until we hear Liz flush the toilet. I let him go & grab my bag.

"See you later right?" Lou says tucking a piece of my hair behind my ear.

"I...yes" I say eagerly & back away before Liz sees us.

She walks out.

"We're leaving in a bit, wanna come?" Liz says & walks to Lou giving him a kiss.

"Uh no I don't, I have a lot of stuff to do." I say a little too rude I hope she doesn't notice. I leave the room & get to the elevator. I let out a big breath & tap the elevator button.

"Hey y/n" Jacob says running toward me from down the hall.
"Hi" I say & wave. "What are you doing in the dorm?" I say wondering where he came from.

"Oh, we are staying with a friend here" He says at his best ability.
"Ohhh, well I need to run some errands. I'll see you around" I say & get onto the elevator after it opens. He hugs me & runs off back to his room he's staying in.

He's adorable but why did he just hug me?

I get off on the bottom floor & walk out. I leave the building walking toward the coffee shop. I had to re energize after what had happened. I cant believe we did that. How am I able to still walk after all that?

As I'm sitting in the coffee shop I start to wonder why I felt jealous of Lou &Liz, me & him are friends with benefits I dont think we will ever be more. I know this will start to mess with my emotions.

I'll try to be strong about this, besides, its just sex...right?