YOU WANT TO BE WHAT?

Chapter 7

It's 6pm & Liz still isn't back to the dorm. I hope Lou went back to her & I hope what he asked was a joke..it would be a joke right?

He sounded so serious though.

I can't let him distract me, I cant let this ruin my mindset on school.

I hear laughter coming from down the hall & hear our door keypad being typed, she's back.
The door opens soon after & Liz walks in with Lou, of course.

"Y/N hey, did you stay here all day after the coffee shop?" Liz asks as she walks towards her bed with Lou.
"Mmm yeah, I had no plans so I came back & hung out here." I say giving a small glance to Lou.
"Aw you could've hung out with us, we just hung out at the mall & had food, you would've had fun with us instead of being here" Liz says sitting down on her bed.
"Yeah you could've joined us" Lou says with a soft smile.

Ugh.

"I was fine here but next time I dont mind hanging out with you guys" I say trying to sound calm about the idea.

"Ugh I've been needing to pee for the past hour, I'll be back" Liz stays standing up & speed walking to the restroom.
She locks the door & goes in.

"So have you thought about my question?" Lou asks kind of whispering.
"You cannot ask me a question like that when you're with my roommate. What's wrong with you?" I whisper yell at him so Liz wouldn't hear anything.
"I'm being serious with you Y/N." Lou says getting up from Liz's bed & walking toward me.
"Lou, go back" I say as he approaches my bed.
"Liz doesn't have to know about us" He says coming even closer looking me up & down.
"Liz will come out any second, go back" I say standing up beginning to push him toward Liz's bed.
"I like this." Lou says looking down at me pushing him.

Why do I get butterflies when he looks at me like that.

I quickly push him back to her bed & run to mine, Liz comes out soon after.

"I'm going to take a shower, I feel sweaty from the mall & all the walking" she says walking out toward the closest & grabbing clothes.

Great, I will be alone with Lou again.

"I'm probably gonna leave babe" He says standing up.
"No baby, please stay" She says giving him a pout.
"Fine, only because you want me to" he says & sits back down.
"I'll be done quick" she says & goes into the restroom again, locking it.

Should I leave?

"We are alone for like 10 minutes you know?" Lou says while sitting on Liz's bed.
"If I agree to being friends with benefits with you will you stop following me places & trying to make moves on me when your girlfriend is just right there near us?" I say in hopes he wouldn't try anything when Liz is just a door between us.

"So you're agreeing?" He says looking surprised.
"Agreeing to what?" Liz says coming out of the restroom, she forgot a towel.

....fuck what do I say?

"I asked her if she wanted to meet my friends when they come into town next week I was just asking if she was agreeing when she nodded" Lou said saving the day.
"Oh, I think you'll love them Y/N. You might even fall for them they're sweet boys." she says grabbing her towel & going back to the restroom.

That was really close.

"So you agree though?" Lou asks again standing up.
"If it means you'll stop trying so hard" I say & lay down on my bed.

Why did I give in so easily? Is this a bad idea?

"Can I do this though?" He asks.
"Do what?" I say & right after he hovers his body over mine.

Not this again, not now.

I try to push him off but he was stronger than me & it made him get closer to my face.
"I love this position" He says & leans down, kissing me.
I tried pushing him off but it didn't work & I caved in.

I kiss him back.

His hands start leading down my neck, to my chest, to my stomach then to my pants.
I couldn't help but squirm a little & he grabbed my hands, putting them above my head. He held my hands down while he kissed my neck & started going down to my chest. He went back to my neck & kissed me once more. It was so heated until we heard the shower turn off.
He quickly got up & went back to Liz's bed.

I was still laying there on my bed, shocked at to what just happened.

Oh my god.

I sit up & fix myself before standing up to go to the restroom door.

"Liz I'm going out for a bit" I say through the door & leave.

I just did that. What the fuck.