I'm (Not) Allow to Love You // 널 사랑할 수 없(있)어

I'm (Not) Allow to Love You Part 1

Set up your music player, find the song and listen to it while you read the part of the story of this novel.

Song list:

1. Taeyeon – All About You 그대라는 시

2. ASTRO – Always You너잖아

3. THE EAST LIGHT – Are You Okay너는 괜찮니

4. Crush – Beautiful

5. NCT DREAM – Candle Light

6. IOI – Downpour 소나기

7. WANNA ONE – Home 집

8. WANNA ONE – I.P.U Confession Version

9. Henry – It's You

10. NU'EST– Love Without Love 사랑 없는 사랑

Finally, I come back here. It's indeed feels weird even just split up for over one and a half months, I've missed this place. Yes, Hwachin School is a school that consists of departments of elementary, junior high and senior high schools. I might call it my second home. This is the fourth year for me to teach at this school, as well as the first year served as permanent teachers, because I also recently obtained a Master degree in English education two months ago. I started to become a part-time teacher at this school teaches students grade 1 in elementary level to 3 in junior high level. Yes, it was much less of the teachers of the school at that time. Slowly but surely after a growing number of new teachers are coming, in the second year I started teaching 4th grade of elementary level to grade 2 High School, third year I focused on junior high and high school level, like this year. But what's different this time is I'm going to be the homeroom teacher for the first time, and I'll be the homeroom teacher of class 2B at the high school level. Am I worry? Yes, of course, because this is a new experience for me. But I should be able to do well because I've known these students since they were in grade 2 of junior high and see the development of their characters, they are quite mature, friendly and not troublemakers. Yes, everything should be fine, right? I want to not worry, but ... I'm still quite worry.

"Choeun! What are you doing?" I heard a loud reverberated shouts followed by a punch landed on my shoulder and it hurts.

I turned and found Eunyul eonni is the one who just hit me. She is co-teachers who is the closest to me, but she was still teaching in elementary school department since she joined two years ago. She specialized in teaching Fine Arts and she was assigned to teach elementary classes this year.

"What do you mean eonni? Of course what I'm doing is walking to the staff room," I said bluntly.

"Yes yes but you're just standing in the middle of the field."

I looked around me and became aware that I was actually standing in the middle of our school field, looking stupid, while students who come early starting to greet us while they're passing by.

"Oh, my goodness," I sighed as I began to continue walking.

"Are you feel tensed with your new position this year?" she asked on target.

I sighed a deep breath, "yes, that's right."

"Relax, everything will be fine, because you were Baek Choeun, remember?"

"Yes, I hope so."

"Well, we split up here. Later we can meet for lunch in the cafeteria."

"Have a nice day eonni!" I say, waving to her figure who walking into the elementary department building.

The building of elementary department is the left and quite close to the school entrance, while the department of junior high and high school are in the building far right, which meant I had to walk quite a distance across the building in the center which is the administrative building and the second floor and third floor contain of many laboratories and activity rooms for elementary students. The teachers' room is on the first floor in the building of junior high and high school and I'm sure not many teachers already come, because I'm included in those teachers who always come 20 minutes earlier than 7 AM. School itself starts from 7.30, and especially in high school, the teaching hour and study hour will be finished at 4:25 PM. But many students are able to return above 7 PM as they could follow many extra activities afterwards.