I'm (Not) Allow to Love You // 널 사랑할 수 없(있)어

I'm (Not) Allow to Love You Part 5

Set up your music player, find the song and listen to it while you read the part of the story of this novel.

Song list:

1. IOI – Downpour 소나기

2. WANNA ONE – Home 집

3. WANNA ONE – I.P.U Confession Version

4. Henry – It's You

5. NU'EST – Love Without Love 사랑 없는 사랑

6. YookSungjae – Loving You Again또 사랑하고 만다

7. DGNA – Lucky Man 행운안

8. Yoo Seonho – Maybe Spring봄이 오면

9. STRAY KIDS – Neverending Story끝나지 않을 이야기

10. Eric Nam & CHEEZE – Perhaps Love사랑인가요

HEO CHUNGDAE'S POV

Joonki and Dongsun are actually true. I was thinking why Youngkyong doesn't give me chocolate. I'm actually a bit worried. Is this just a one sided love? But she treated me very different in the last three months. Actually this is my fault why not express my feelings sincerely and officially asked her to be my girlfriend. I did not have the guts for it. Sure it's funny, right? Heo Chungdae never afraid of anything and is the main goalkeeper in Hwachin School football team and we just won the Football Cup tournament among high schools in Seoul last year, apparently afraid of women. Suk Youngkyong is very pretty indeed. I knew her since 5 years ago since she moved to Seoul. The apartment where she is living is just one subway station different from our apartment and because our parents (and parents of Min Brothers) know each other, we often play together. I repeat again, she is very pretty, and she became famous. She gain Instagram Followers quite much in the latest four months and she starting to advertise some accessories for teenagers. Actually I was a little bit less confident, but lately she often spent time alone with me. We also had twice going out just the two of us, maybe we can called that as dating.

"I'm tired, I want to go home," said Hyeil Hyong after I gave him a smash that he can't counter back.

"Oh, I did that?"

"Just because I was tired," said Hyeil Hyong, "you want to clean up this?"

"Yes, it's okay, I'll just clean up."

"See you tomorrow."

"Bye!"

I put the balls which scattered into the place. It seems I have too much thought. What if I ask Joonki's opinion? Ah I think he would laugh at me. How if Yeowoo? Ah but she was too familiar with Youngkyong, I'm afraid she will leaked it later. Maybe I can trust on Hyeil hyong? Although he did not have any experience about dating ... How about Miss Baek? Ah right, it looks like she is very easy to talk to and I'm comfortable around her. But the thing is, does she would listen to this kind of problem?

"It's for me?"

I automatically hid myself behind a huge tree next to me. There's Youngkyong there, holding a green bag wrapped with a pink ribbon, and she handed the bag before... Dongsun?

Youngkyong nodded, "yes, for oppa."

"Ah, but Youngkyong ..."

"Please don't turn me down."

I can't see this.

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This is the last bit of my pride
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