I'm (Not) Allow to Love You // 널 사랑할 수 없(있)어

I'm (Not) Allow to Love You Part 11

Set up your music player, find the song and listen while you read the part of the story of this novel.

Song list:

1. DGNA – Lucky Man 행운안

2. Yoo Seonho – Maybe Spring봄이 오면

3. STRAY KIDS – Neverending Story끝나지 않을 이야기

4. Eric Nam & CHEEZE – Perhaps Love사랑인가요

5. Rainbow – Pretend보고 싶었단 그 말도

6. GB9 – Propose프로포즈

7. Wang Leehom – The First Morning 第一个清晨

8. Moon Junyoung & Park Sangjun – Too Late늦은후회

9. WANNA ONE – Wanna갖고 싶어

10. ASTRO – You're My World

HEO CHUNGDAE'S POV

I really can't sleep. It's 11 o'clock and I'm still holding my cellphone. I go back and forth on my Instagram application. Hmm ... should I just tease miss Baek huh. Isn't she sleeping? I searched her name and sent a direct message to her.

Miss Baek, are you sleeping?

I thought she was asleep, but it wasn't until 5 minutes later that my message was replied.

Not yet. You can't sleep?

I smile. For some reason just chatting like this makes me happy.

I could not sleep.

Even though my body aches.

Try not to play with your cellphone and close your eyes

Miss also have to do that

I have a bad insomnia syndrome, who knows what time I can sleep

Then I'll accompany you until morning

😡Heo Chungdae, sleep!

Why me, I don't want to😋

I laughed when her angry emoji responded with a sticking out tongue emoji with a playful expression. But suddenly, another message came into my DM and apparently from Youngkyong who is still online.

Oppa, oppa! Let's accompany me tomorrow

Tomorrow? Sorry I already have an appointment

Oh, where are you going?

There is only an affair.

Sorry maybe next time.

Ah alright oppa

Good night

Good night Youngkyong

I put my cellphone next to my head. I still can't get rid of Youngkyong and Dongsun's shadow from my head. If Youngkyong really likes Dongsun, I'll let them be together. Why is she trying to approach me now and make my heart waver? Youngkyong, tell me what should I do with my feelings for you?

***

Didn't I come too early? I just got out of the subway station right in the corridor connecting the station and COEX Mall. I checked my cellphone and I arrived 16 minutes earlier than 9. I went to the toilet to make sure I looked okay today. I tied my hair which as long as my shoulder into a ponytail, smoothed my bangs, made sure my makeup didn't look thick, added a little more liptint, smoothed my bright yellow mini dress and checked my light brown boots. Okay, I guess I'm okay. I started walking out the toilet. What am I really thinking. I shook my head in annoyance. I couldn't sleep until 1 p.m. and was half dead thinking about my appearance today. This is only because I lost the bet, right? I have to control myself. Chungdae is my student and there is Youngkyong near him. Wait, what will Youngkyong does if she finds out today me and Chungdae are going out all day together? I'm suddenly not sure this is a good idea. I haven't even told Eunyul eonni yet.