I'm (Not) Allow to Love You // 널 사랑할 수 없(있)어

I'm (Not) Allow to Love You Part 18

Set up your music player, find the song and listen while you read the part of the story of this novel.

Song list:

1. NU'EST – Love Without Love 사랑 없는 사랑

2. YookSungjae – Loving You Again또 사랑하고 만다

3. DGNA – Lucky Man 행운안

4. Yoo Seonho – Maybe Spring봄이 오면

5. STRAY KIDS – Neverending Story끝나지 않을 이야기

6. Eric Nam & CHEEZE – Perhaps Love사랑인가요

7. Rainbow – Pretend보고 싶었단 그 말도

8. GB9 – Propose프로포즈

9. Wang Leehom – The First Morning 第一个清晨

10. Moon Junyoung & Park Sangjun – Too Late늦은후회

MIN DONGHYUN'S POV

I'm still not calm thinking about who sent the package to Miss Baek. I'm also worried every time I think of her living alone. As much as possible I go home with her now and accompany her inside. She also looks very cautious when walking in her home area.

"Donghyun-ah."

"Oh, hyong."

Looks like Hyong just finished studying. No wonder he is the chairman of the Students Committee, he always studies every night for at least one and a half hours. Things that I might not do unless I have an assignment or exam tomorrow. We have always slept in one room since we were small, we had a pretty big bunk bed and I inhabited the top. Right now I'm still lying on the carpet while holding my cellphone.

"When you go home by yourself and come home late, do you take Miss Baek home?"

"Yes, since that incident, I'm worried."

He sat beside me.

"Hyong is worried too. But there is no other purpose besides that right? "

"What do you mean, hyong?"

"Hyong just wants to remind you that she is our teacher," he answered carefully.

"Oh, yeah ... I know that, hyong."

"Do you like her as a woman?"

I thought about the question. And I know the answer. I really like Miss Baek and I've been watching her since she was a frequent guest of my mom.

"If so, hyong hopes you can get rid of those feelings, because it's inappropriate."

"But hyong," I answered, standing up, "who can control our feelings?"

At first glance he looked sad, "I know, Donghyun, you've grown up. Hyong just doesn't want you to get into trouble. You know for yourself what the consequences will be if your relationship becomes a rumor in school. "

"Hyong, I hope you say that because you really care about me, not because you don't want it to damage your reputation as the head of the Students Committee."

"You know that you are more important than that position."

"Of all the people who are close to me," I said trying to control my emotions, "I hope Hyong can understand. But apparently I was wrong. Even Hyeil hyong can understand me more. "

I climbed over our bunk bed.

"Oh, one more thing, instead of hyong taking care of me, don't forget to find a way to apologize to Youngkyong because she's been sad lately. And I know it's because of hyong. "

"Donghyun-ah ..."

I pulled the blanket over my entire body to my head.

"I want to sleep, hyong."

There was silence after that. I am sad. I really hope he understands me. But apparently I have to fight alone.

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MIN DONGHYUN'S POV

Whatever is hyong's response, I do not want to know. He was just being selfish, he wasn't trying to understand my feelings. Does he think I want to fall in love? I don't want to, but my heart says differently. Especially seeing her suffering lately, my heart aches seeing her. But what is surprising, is that lately Chungdae hyong has rarely been seen with her. I don't know if this is 'grabbing the opportunity' meant by Youngkyong, I also don't know what she is doing. But I hope that anything she does, she does not harm miss Baek. Surely she isn't the one who send the strange package, right?

"Miss Baek!"

I saw her back walking away from the school building. She turned and smiled, but her face was still rather pale. Three days have passed from that event and every day I accompany her home. She turned and waited for me.

"Oh Donghyun!"

"Miss want to go home now? Will you wait for me because I still have one club activity? "

"Donghyun-ah it's fine. I guess everything's fine now. I can't bear to keep bothering you, "she still smiled," I also have to stop by one place first before going home. "

"But that doesn't bother me."

In fact, I feel it's a gift for me to be able to go home with you, miss. If only I could be more honest.

"Take it easy, if there's anything, I'll send you a message. Is that enough to convince you? "

"Ah alright. Please send me a message when Miss reaches home. "

"Fine, I promise. Go, Donghyun. "

I returned her smile and lightly ran to the gym. I just need to wait for the message.

It was half past seven in the evening after my basketball club activities were finished. Hyong approached me.

"Let us go home. Do you want to take a shower first? "

I took the cellphone from my locker and opened Instagram. There was no message from miss Baek and the last time she was online was three hours ago, that means before she came home from school.

"I'm not going home with you guys," Chungdae hyong said, "I want to stop by somewhere else."

"Alright, Chungdae," hyong replied.

"Hyong, listen to me," I said, packing things quickly, "I have to go to Miss Baek's place first, it's up to what hyong thinks. I just want to make sure she went home safely. "

"Fine, I believe in you. Quickly come home."

I ran all the way to Miss Baek's apartment. My feelings are really uneasy. But could I just overdo it? But even so, I want to see if she's okay. Soon I will arrive at her apartment. That's when I saw someone squatting in front of her apartment. I narrowed my eyes and recognized the clothes worn by Miss Baek.

"Miss Baek!"

I ran quickly and approached her. Her body trembled and she cried by covering her face with both hands.

"What happened?"

"There ... there is another package in front of my apartment. He ... he is still stalking me. "

I have a great desire to check the package, but my priority is her safety now. I helped her up and held her shoulder.

"Miss, listen to me. Look at me."

I still felt her body tremble, but she lowered her hand. Her beautiful face was wet with tears and my heart ached to see it.

"You will be fine now, I'm here. Okay? Calm yourself. "

She sobbed but started trying to take a deep breath. Appa is right, however there is a possibility that I'm dealing with an adult now, so I can't take the risk.

"Miss, let's go to my apartment. Maybe your apartment is not safe now. "

She just nodded her head and I put her bag on my shoulder and helped get her things while with my free hand, embraced her and walked with her slowly.

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