Hard times get better (Switz) (Abandoned)

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Swagger's POV
I can't sleep. I just can't sleep. I am tired, but my body won't let me fall asleep. I checked the time on my phone. 11:00. I threw my phone down on my bed and got up. I slipped my clothes from yesterday back on and grabbed my jacket. I grabbed my phone and my wallet. I slowly opened my bedroom door and stepped out of my room. I closed it softly and went towards the front door. I stopped and looked at the kitchen. She probably won't even notice. I walked over to the kitchen and opened the one cabinet that had alcohol. I saw a few beers, but I felt like I wanted something stronger. I grabbed the vodka from the back and set it down. I went back into my room and emptied my backpack. I went back into the kitchen and grabbed the vodka and a few beers because why not, Toby's mom never drinks except wine. This stuff is usually all locked up but I guess she forgot to tonight. She won't even notice anything's gone because there's so much up there anyway. I made my way over to the front door and I left. I got to Fitz's house and I checked the time on my phone again. 11:30 Perfect.
Fitz's POV
I can't sleep...I'm not used to being home alone since my parents don't really go out that much, but now they decided to go on a trip for their wedding anniversary. Great. I hear something hit my window lightly and I get up. I slip on my pants and go over to my window. I look down and see Swagger waving. I wave back and make my way downstairs. I open the front door "come on no one's home" I say and he smiles. "Where are you're parents?" He asks confused "they're on a trip for their wedding anniversary. I texted the discord, but you and Toby weren't active so you probably didn't see it". "Nope" he said. "Well what's up? Can't sleep?" I asked as we sat down on the couch "not really. I just can't fall asleep no matter how hard I try" he says "I don't know if you like alcohol, but I did bring some" he said as he pulled a bottle out of his bag. "Woah vodka? Where'd you get that?" I asked confused. "Toby's mom has a cabinet that's full of stuff that she never touches, so I thought why not" he said as he opened the cap. "You are full of surprises you know that?" I asked "this isn't even close to the other shit that you'll see later on" he said as we both started laughing.

Swagger's POV
We drank about half the bottle of vodka and when we were both slightly drunk we decided to stop. "I think we should save the rest of this for later" I said putting it back in my bag "yea I think so too" Fitz said. I sat back onto the couch and looked up at the ceiling. "I forgot that I wasn't wearing a shirt so I'm gonna go grab one" Fitz said and I nodded. I blushed lightly, how did I not notice either. I shook my head and I yawned slightly. well now I'm actually starting to fall asleep. I shook my head and I heard Fitz come back downstairs. He sat down next to me and I felt a strange feeling in my stomach. We both sat on the couch staring at the ceiling. I looked down at Fitz's hand and back at his face. He looked over at me and smiled. He looked away for a second "hey Swagger. We've know each other for a year and I've always wanted to ask you. Why do you go by Swagger? I mean I go by Fitz or my real name Cam or Cameron and I was just curious on why you don't go by your real name except at like school". I looked over at him and shrugged "I actually don't know. I guess I just don't really like my name that much" I said smiling slightly. "Well you can call me either Fitz or Cam if you want" He said. "I like Fitz but Cam just seems more natural... I call you both" I said and he smiled. He nodded and laid back again staring at the ceiling. We sat there for another few minutes. I hesitated for a second, but I couldn't help myself anymore. I grabbed Cam's hand softly. He didn't even pull away at all. He just sat there. I looked over at him and saw him smile as he looked at the ceiling. I blushed a little and smiled. Cam moved to where he was sitting up and we locked eyes. His eyes were always this bright beautiful blue color that just blew me away. I wish I had his eyes. We just sat there staring at each other. Cam moved his right hand up to my face as we both started to lean in slowly. We were about an inch away from each other's faces. He closed the gap between us. The kiss was soft and filled with slight love. Cam moved his hands to my hips and I put my arms around his neck. We deepened the kiss. Cam licked my bottom lip asking for an entrance and I let him in. We sat there making out for what felt like forever. We both suddenly came back to reality. We pulled away and jumped back because we just realized what had just happened. "I-I'm sorry...I don't know what I was thinking" I said as I looked away blushing like crazy. "I'm sorry too. I didn't know either...umm... I'm just gonna go to bed. You can stay here if you want to" he said as he stood up and walked upstairs. I grabbed my bag and my other stuff. I put on my bag and hurried out the front door. "What the fuck were you thinking!?!" I said to myself as I mentally slapped myself. I shook my head and ran back to Toby's. When I got there I slowly entered the house and made my way to the kitchen. I opened the alcohol cabinet and slipped the untouched beers back. I suddenly saw a light flash on me and I turned around quickly. I noticed Toby standing at the bottom of the stairs with his arms folded and a smirk on her face. "Holy fuck Toby! You scared me" I whisper yelled at her and she walked over to me. She grabbed my arm and pulled me into my room. She closed the door and grabbed me by the shoulders. "You fucking kissed him?!?" She said in a normal talking voice. "Who?" I asked and she rolled her eyes "Fitz! You kissed Fitz!" She said. "Ok fine I did! Wait how do you-" I was saying as she cut me off. "He just texted me and told me" Toby said showing me her phone. "Omg I've been waiting for you two to do that for a year!" She said as she smiled and sat down on my bed. "What?" I asked blushing slightly. "I could tell you liked him since the day you two met, well in person since I was there. I also know he likes you" she said as she fangirled. "H-he likes me?" I asked blushing more "of course he does! Why do you think he kissed you?" She asked. "Because we are both a little bit drunk" I said and she rolled her eyes again. "Nope he definitely likes you and I called it" Toby said again then she yawned. "We are not through with this conversation. We will continue this tomorrow. I'm going back to bed and I suggest you do the same since it's midnight" she said and she closed my door lightly. "ITS MIDNIGHT?!?" I thought as I looked over at my phone. I grabbed it and saw that it was 12:30. "I spent an hour at Cam's house...well fuck" I said as I threw my phone back down on my bed. I took off my jacket and threw it on my chair. I took off my pants and my shirt and threw them on the floor. I plugged in my phone and covered myself. I looked up at the ceiling and sighed. "You are a fucking idiot" I said to myself and I went to sleep.