Undeserving of Your Sympathy (Frerard)

10. These Pigs are After Me

Song - Heaven's Gonna Wait - Hedley

Recap; Gerard got kidnapped by his father

Mikey and his mom barely got any sleep but woke up to no new news yet about Gerard. He texted Frank but Frank had no reception. He was literally in the middle of the countryside.

The national news was still showing a headshot of Gerard and his dad and the car. Mikey smiled at the picture. It was of Gerard a few days ago when he just got his hair dyed. He decided to take his mind of Gerard by going to school anyway and his mom would let him know if there was news.

When he got to school, everyone was so kind to Mikey. They said they'll try find Gerard. He didn't know how they could but at least they were supportive.

At home his mom was so worried. He had seen what his father could do.

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Gerard woke up again and it was daylight. He didn't know what state he was in but it looked like they were in back roads. He was covered in dry blood and it was gross. He notice the blood had made the duct tape wet so he slowly pulled it off and examined his arms. His cuts were not even there. He had so many bruises and cuts on top of it no one would know it was self harm and assume it was what happened. The backseat was also really cramped and not near the door so Gerard was screwed.

For some reason, his father sensed he was awake.

"Oh Gerard. Why did I have you?" He looked back with menacing eyes and had a cigarette in his mouth.

"Ugh. You're bleeding everywhere in my car!" He pulled over abruptly and angrily pulled the seat back to see Gerard.

"Fuck you. Getting my nice car dirty!" He slapped Gerard hard on the cheek right where it hurt. He started to cry.

He also needed to go to the bathroom but couldn't tell his father.

"Get up!" He threw Gerard in the trunk and closed it. He started banging and having a panic attack. He really thought he was going to die. He couldn't fall asleep either and his mind kept racing.

Maybe I should die. No, but you have Frank. Does Frank care? What about Mikey? Yeah but I'll have to live with this memory the rest of my life.

Maybe if I hit my head I'll forget it.

Gerard started banging his head hard on the trunk until he blacked out.

He woke up again to a blinding light. Maybe it was a hospital. He'd been saved. Nope, it was just his father.

"Get out." HE grabbed Gerard by his bright red hair and threw him out on the ground.

"I don't think we'll make it to California but we're in the middle of nowhere in Kansas. Since I'm being nice, I stopped at some remote gas station. But you can't even speak. Pathetic. I bet you can't even read or write."

He dragged him on the dusty road where nothing was in sight for miles. He pointed a direction opposite of the car.

"If you keep going the right way, maybe you'll run into civilization. Go die retard Gerard." He made sure to add emphasis on that and Gerard felt himself crying on the side of the road curled up and his father drove away. After what seemed like an hour, Gerard got up and started walking in the direction but after a few miles his legs gave out and he took another break. He also went to the bathroom in the bushes. Everytime he looked down, he could still see the caked blood on him. He would also try to hear a car but it was only the wind he heard.

Screw Kansas.

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Officer Toro was leaning against his cop car. He was taking the back roads to try to catch drunk drivers and speeders. It was early in the morning and he had stopped at a diner to get some food. As he left, he got in his car and started to exit the diner when a car sped fast almost hitting him.

"Son of a bitch!"

Officer Toro pressed the pedal and turned his sirens on and as he caught up, he realized the car wasn't going to stop. He also saw a spider on the hood. It was the car that had kidnapped the kid!

He called in on his radio but a town wasn't a few miles out so it was just up to him to save the car. He had to treat it like a hostage situation so he couldn't ram into the car. It had been an hour now and a few more cars joined in and eventually it shocked Officer toro that the car hit a bump and flipped skidding over. It was a nasty crash. He prayed the kid was alright.

He got out with his gun and the protocol. When Donald wasn't responding, he walked over and saw he was knocked out but still breathing. 

He looked in the wreckage and backseat for the kid but no sign.

"There's no kid." Officer Toro was shaking. He wanted to find this kid. He waited for the ambulance and news coverage to come and Mikey and his mom heard about it but no sign of Gerard.

"WHERE IS HE?" Officer Toro shouted into Donald's ear.

"Not saying anything," he said smugly. The officers cuffed him and took him away.

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At the prison in Kansas, he was questioned but said nothing to as where Gerard was. He even burned all his evidence so no receipts could trace Gerard.

"Tell us where your son is. We'll lower your sentence. Just tell us."

"No."

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Meanwhile, Frank was on a plane heading back to New Jersey. He would then have Wifi and see what he missed. He couldn't wait to see Gerard's face waiting for him.

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Gerard was still crawling and walking, his knees burning and his throat dry. If this was a way to die, maybe he should. Gerard found some very small town and no one was around but he found some shade and lay down as he closed his eyes listening to the nature. Memories and thoughts raced through his mind. How could his life turn out to be like this. Just a couple months ago, he was working in Hot Topic and didn't even know Frank.

The next thing he knew, he had a boyfriend, he dyed his hair and his father was mean to him. The tears started coming and couldn't stop. 

It was now sunset and Gerard looked up at the endless field to the sky. It was so pretty. Maybe he was already in heaven. He stretched out his arms as the cool breeze swept across him.

Hahah. this story isn't done. just you wait :)