body insecurity

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Requested by: @jjjaanaa

If it was one thing Lili hated filming: sex scenes with cole. It wasn't because of the scene, it was because she has to be filmed in underwear during that. And she hates it so much.

Lili feels insecure about her body sometimes, especially if she has to show it to millions of people. She has already done it a couple of times but it is always hard for her. She feels incredibly uncomfortable.

Lili has been quiet the whole morning, knowing what's coming up.

„Hey!" Cole said joyfully as he entered her trailer and kissed her on the cheek.
„You okay?" he asked smiling. Lili nodded even though she wasn't.

„lils what's up?" he immediately noticed that something is going on with her.

„Look at me." he quickly pulled her onto his lap and looked into her green eyes.

„It's nothing." she said staring down at the floor.

„are you insecure about your body again?" he suddenly spit out realising what's up with Lili as he saw her wearing her pink bathrope. Lili shyly nodded.

„Lils. You don't have to. As I always say: you're beautiful. God damn you're hella breathtaking. And I love you. You don't have to be insecure about your body. It's perfect." Cole slowly stroked over her cheek making her look up at him.

„Okay?" he added. „Okay.." she whispered.

They made their way to the set, lili still wearing her bathrobe.
Cole smiled at her making her smile back slightly.

„Okay cole, lili. Get into the bed and cover yourself a bit." the director said.

Cole pulled his shirt over his head waiting for lili to do the same. She slowly took her bathrobe off and crossed her arms nervously.
„You're. Breathtaking okay?" Cole said again. „I'll cover you as much as possible."

She nodded getting with Cole in the bed.
„Okay so we've been thinking. It'd be better if Lili will get on Cole's lap to start the sexy time." Roberto said chuckling.

And that's when Lili couldn't handle it anymore. She thought she has to be under the covers during that scene so that nobody would be able to look at her stomach but that wasn't the case.
„I'm sorry." Lili quickly stood up again and left the set with Cole following her.
„Lili!" he yelled.

He found her sitting on the floor, curled up like a ball and leaning on the wall, crying.

Without saying anything Cole pulled her into his embrace.
„Love.." he whispered, feeling sobs into his chest.
„Breathe with me. It's alright."

She started to calm down a little. Cole kissed her forehead whispering sweet things into her ear.

Finally she was calm and was able to look cole into his eyes directly.
„Why do you hate your body so much?" Cole asked mumbling. She just shrugged with her shoulders, letting out a small sob.

„Okay stand up please." he started pulling her up. She looked at him confused.

Cole took her hand and stood with her in front of a mirror. He wrapped his arms around her almost naked body and kissed her shoulder.

„What do you see?" He asked.
She remained silent and looked at the floor frustrated.

„Well. Do you wanna know what I see?" Cole asked her making her nod.

„I see.. the most beautiful woman ever. The most beautiful body ever exists. You're breathtaking. You are stunning. You are precious. You are spectacular. You are fantastical. Okay? God I could list 100 thousand more things that I see right now." he said making me chuckle a little.

„Do you see that now as well?" he kissed me on the cheek.

„A little.." she whispered and he raised his eyebrows at her.
„Yes.. yes okay I do.." she said still a little insecure but smiling slighty.

„Great. Because it's true." he chuckled turning her around to kiss her.

„Okay so and now, we're gonna rock that scene alright?"

She nodded hugging me tightly.
„I love you." she whispered.
„I love you too my most beautiful woman ever."

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