{Yandere LeviHan} Scars

Chapter 13: Apology

Levi's POV

She wanted something sweet to eat for breakfast. More-so, she wanted to go out for breakfast before school began at 9. I remember her searching for the nearest places for pancakes. Once she confirmed a place, she jumped on my back with a smile. Just one look at it, it made my heart brighten.

"Let's go off!" She shouts, giggling softly. After her nightmare last night, it seemed that she was normal. Happier. I think I made her feel better. "I'm starving, Levi..."

"Then let's go." I say gently, kissing her cheek. In a few moments, we left the dorm room. That was... until we saw him in front.

He was rubbing his arms together, nervous. It was weird because he kept looking towards this black van. Kinda suspicious. I began to growl, not wanting to ignore what Hanji said to me. After a few seconds passed, Moblit walked up to me and growled a bit.

"Hanji, where are you going?"

"Getting breakfast with Levi."

"Can I talk to you in private before you guys go?"

Hanji tilted her head, holding my arm tightly. "Um... no. We made reservations and we're gonna be late if we get delayed a bit more. Sorry, Moblit."

"I-It's important."

"It can wait until after breakfast." I continued to growl at him, holding Hanji closer. With what Hanji said, I would cool it down. I won't scare or threaten him unless it's necessary. "Come on, Hanji." I began to kiss her... and it seemed that it began to agitate Moblit instantly.

"Hanji, are you blind?" He calls out to her. "He's a monster! Don't you realize he killed people?! Get away from him!"

She began to shiver- and that is something I cannot abide. "Moblit! Stop it!" Hanji cries out. "He's not a monster. He protected me. That's it. Don't dig yourself a grave. Please..." But Moblit didn't listen. He went on and on. Shouting about how scary I am to the others. How I'm not human. "Moblit, listen to me..."

"No! You listen to yourself!" He shouts, pointing at me violently. "He's a monster! Don't you have nightmares?! I'm not deaf or blind. I can tell something's bothering you... if you stay with me... please... you'll feel better. Can't you tell that Levi's manipulating you?!"

Hanji grips onto me, staring at me with her caramel eyes. "Don't do anything... please... he might be being monitored... don't screw yourself over."

"I'll try not to."

"He's not being manipulative! Levi, let's go." We began to walk away, but there was something that I couldn't abide.

"Hanji, I'm not gonna let him manipulate you! Not while you're pregnant with my child!"

I tried to shut it out. But it wasn't true. I know it wasn't true. Hanji's pregnant with mine. I know it was mine. Hanji wouldn't dare lie to me. Not like that. "Levi... calm down..." She put her hand on my heart, trying her best. But no, I couldn't.

"Hanji, come back here! You know you love me more. Hanji... get away from that monster."

Like a twig, I snapped. Nothing else mattered. Everything that Hanji told me, I ignored it all. I couldn't concentrate anymore. Almost like I had to defend Hanji's honor. But as much as I tried to listen- to remember what she told me. Everything just... fogged up. I turned to face Moblit, feeling that I completely changed.

"What the hell did you say?"

"Levi, stop!" Hanji cries, but it seemed my mind drowned it out. 

"I said that you're a monster. You've killed people, and gotten away with it! Hanji doesn't deserve you. Especially not my kid!"

Gently, I brushed Hanji's attempts of grabbing my arms. I kept walking towards him as he backed away towards the streets. "You are lying. That baby inside of her is not yours. Hanji wouldn't dare think of lying to me. Especially when that baby is mine. You don't know a thing about Hanji."

Moblit stopped himself from stiffening. For some reason, he grinned as his arms trembled. He was terrified of me, but he acted calm. "I know that when you were injured... I kept sleeping with her. And she didn't care that you were hurt and injured. Because she knew what a monster is capable of. She knows what a real man is like... and not like you."

Which part made me grab him? Which part? The part where he was manipulating his words to turn me against him? The part where he claims to have slept with my precious gem? The part where he said that it happened when I was injured and couldn't protect Hanji from creeps like him? The part where he called me a monster when he called himself a man? I can't remember for everything blended together as one. 

"You... idiot..."

I don't know how to explain what happened next. Everything seemed to be so fast, yet so slow. I grabbed him by his collar and pulled him down to the ground. I think I grabbed his shoulder as well. When I tossed him onto the ground, I think I may have dislocated his shoulder. He cried so loudly that I sneered at it. My breathing got... elevated. I pushed hard onto him, just chuckling. Behind me, I could hear Hanji calling my name.

"You claim to have taken her...? I'll... I'll make you pay!" 

That's when the punching began. Punch after punch, I wished I could've hurt him more. 

"Levi Ackerman! You're under arrest!" I hear when so many hands pulled me back. 

I cried for help, instantly turning to Hanji. I see her... on her knees. Her graceful hands were covering her mouth as fear began to claim her eyes. A sliver of tears slowly streamed out of her caramel eyes. Her glasses were off her face... where were they?

"H-Hanji!" I cried, trying to struggle when the police pushed me down on my chest. I felt them forcefully grabbing my hands, tying it behind my back. The cold metal touched my skin, and I tried to fight them off. "Hanji! I'm sorry!" I cried again. "I'm sorry!" 

They soon tightened the cuffs, making me cry out in pain. They nearly twisted my arm, causing me to feel pain. But it didn't hurt me much. What hurt me the most was seeing Hanji on the floor. Seeing her cry in pain and sorrow. I wasn't there to hold her in my arms. I couldn't counsel her. I... I couldn't be with her. Moblit slowly stumbled near her, holding her tightly. He... he shouldn't be doing that. That's... that's my job...

"Get away from her!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. With all my might, I fought against the police officers. I managed to get away for merely a second. I tried to catch myself with my legs as my hands were tied behind me. But my legs gave away. I fell to the ground. "H-Hanji! Don't let him near you! He's evil! He's lying! I know you wouldn't betray me!"

Hanji said nothing else but cried. 

"Hanji!"

I called out once more as the police shoved me into the car. No matter how much I screamed, she wouldn't come closer to me. No matter what... I was no longer with her. If I didn't snap like that... I would still be holding Hanji. We would've been eating breakfast now. It was... all my fault. Now... 

Now I'm scared... she's gonna be living by herself. I would no longer be with her. Will she still love me...? Hanji...

I felt those tears flying down my cheeks when they dragged me away in that car. "H-Hanji... I-I'm sorry..."