I like to stop — now&then —
To discuss, if
It was to end here — If I
Be subverting — Life —
The ladder I ascend, and
Descend — Without its cruelty
To keep head first.
It's painless to go backward —
It's like putting on shocks.
The blood has dried like chocolate
On my mug — I peel it off,
Selfishly.
I. Spectate.
