fix | han jisung ✓

Twenty-Five

Y/n

When Bangchan and Minho came up, i didnt expect them to say a girl was downstairs and have Jisung look so happy? worried? shocked?

He got up so fast, I honestly for some reason felt so distant already...

Why did i suddenly feel like something was going to change?

My heart keeps pounding from worry...

I follow behind Bangchan, coming to see a girl bleeding on the kitchen chair.

She had blood all over her side, and he hair was in messy pony tail.

It looked as if she had been running, small cuts in her arms..

I've never once seen Jisung so worried for another person, look so sincere with another person..

Who is this girl?

After Jisung and Bangchan left I kind of felt lost?

"Minho, who was that girl?" Minho turned and walked passed me and started up the stairs.

"Minho!" I shouted, trying to get him to answer.

"Not now y/n, I need to go.." He kind of sounded like he was trying to avoid answering.

"Why are you avoiding my question?" He stayed quiet, knocking on Hyunjins door.

"Ugh, Minho!" I groaned in annoyance, leaning on the wall as Hyunjin opened his door.

As soon as his door was open, his eyes led straight to me.

I suddenly felt pain, seeing Hyunjin...

Was he just crying?

His cheeks were a bit puffy and his eyes looked red.

"Can you watch and make sure y/n doesn't go anywhere?" Wait, hold the fuck up.

"What the hell?" I push myself off the wall, catching the boys eyes.

"She's in no need of a sitter Minho." Minho shook his head and looked back at Hyunjin

"Mina is back." Hyunjins expression flipped quick, confusion everywhere.

"Back? She was... How?" Minho filled him in as fast as he could

"Okay but i still don't know why she needs a sitter Minho?"

Minho rolled his eyes and came up to me.

"Look, I know you and Jisung have some sort of thing going on, and support it, but Mina.. i don't think you should be anywhere near the two of them right now, you... you will crowd Jisung head and personally, i don't want that. So stay here with Hyunjin, okay?" Honestly, what he said seems reasonable but still the babysitter part was over the top..

"I promise to stay here, but why are you sticking me with Hyunjin?" I look over to Hyunjin.

"Its just a question, don't worry." I look back to Minho.

"Because other than you being close to and Jisung and Felix, as of them not being here, your close to Hyunjin and id rather you have someone distract you." He smiled and I rolled my eyes.

"Your like a really over the top caring friend.. But okay, Ill stay with Hyunjin."

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Once Minho took off with Seungmin and Woojin, Hyunjin came into my room.

"Can we talk?" I nodded and watched him come sit next to me.

"Are you alright?" I asked him, remembering the way he was when he opened his bedroom door.

"Y-yeah I'm fine." He fake smiled.

"Ill pretend I'll believe that for the moment, what's up?" He somewhat side smiled and looked down at his hands.

"I actually wanted to see if you wanted to talk... like how are you doing? considering Jisungs Mina.." There it was, Jisungs Mina..

"His Mina.." I looked away from Hyunjin down at bedsheet.

"So she was his girlfriend?" I asked, him nodding.

"Is..." I looked back up at him, confusion now filling me.

"They never broke up.. And he was never with anyone other than her,you know until you came along.." I listened to him continue talking.

"But, who knows.. He might not even feel that way for her anymore? Its been almost a year. And from what i see, he's clearly moved on." I shake my head.

"First loves are usually most rememberable, and lasting in our hearts.."

"His love for her... He probably still holds it.. The way he acted when she was here for like five minutes.. He didnt even acknowledge my prescence." He layed back into my bed, and Hyunjin scoffing and laying back with me.

Wait..

"Why was everyone so sure she way dead?" I asked, looking at Hyunjin.

"Im guessing since the body they found was basically burned to a crisp.. Her stuff was laying around, so they probably just identified the burned body as hers, since she was already missing." I hmm in response and stare at my ceiling.

"Are you in love with Jisung?" Everything that was running my mind clearly stopped, now stuck on that one question.

"In love?"

"I never thought of that..."

Was I in love with Jisung?

I knew I liked him, but in love?

"I could be, but Im not.. I guess as not yet anyways.." I sigh

"But considering Mina, who's to say I ever will?"

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More too come!

Making up for loss time :)