fix | han jisung ✓

Fifty-Two

Y/n

Its been a few days since the boys have checked in on us, not that we're doing bad. Just bored.

"Y/n! Lets do something fun!" Felix stormed into the bedroom with Wooyoung trailing behind him.

I swear there friendship grew so much in just the past four days.

"Like what?" I sat up from the bed, moving quickly as Felix jumped right onto the bed, not caring if he landed on me.

"I dont know? We have a beautiful lake and scenery outside. Lets make use of it?" Wooyoung grabbed my arm and started pulling me out of the room after i had sighed.

"I don't want to do anything though..." I whined, Felix hot on my trail while Wooyoung pulled me outside.

Shit, the sun is so bright! Has it always been this damn bright?

I feel like I'm melting, help.

"You've be locked in that room acting as if you're being quarantined, you need some sunlight." Felix pointed out, with a small smile.

"Fine, what are we doing?" He pointed to the lake, there were fishing rods and two buckets.

"Fishing?" God I absolutely hate fishing.

"Ha, no Wooyoung and I want to fish. The other two rods are if you guys wanted to join. You are having a mini picnic there." He pointed a little to the left from Wooyoungs fishing spot. A blanket neatly spread out on the ground with a basket which i assume is full of food.

What got me the most was Jisung standing there with a smile, holding a pretty rose.

"Jisung.." I quietly whispered.

Felix and Wooyoung smiled to themselves as I was walking towards Jisung. They high fived each other and raced to go fish.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, he only smiled and handed me the flower.

"I wanted to see you. I missed you." He pulled me into a hug, and immediately i got lost in his warmth.

Hugging him always made me feel calm and safe, I never wanted to let go..

But this little voice kept saying one thing..

Hyunjin

I pulled away lightly and smiled,sitting down and opening the basket of food.

Once we had our plates of food which consist of mostly fruit, we started talking.

"How's your lake house going?" He somewhat laughed when noticing Felix hitting Wooyoung with one of the fishing rods.

"Im stuck with two crackheads, what do you think?" We laughed and quickly, we became quiet.

"What's going on at home?"  He sighed and put his plate down.

"So far, Minas been quiet. She hasn't come around since the day Felix followed her." I scoffed.

"Did you ever get your phone back?" He rolled his eyes and threw himself back onto the blanket dramatically.

"No! I had to buy a new one!" He whined, grabbing one of his watermelon slices and stuffing his chubby cheeks with it.

"Did you have a lock on it?" He nodded.

"I also logged out of all my social medias and erased all my messages and emails just incase this happened."

"Then why are you so upset about not getting it back?" I asked.

"Because! It was still a good phone!" He laughed.

"Plus, i have all my photos in there still! Photos of my brothers and I ... and us." He directed his eyes at me.

It was quiet for a minute, and while looking at Jisung I couldn't help but think of Hyunjin.

Thinking about how unfair this is to him, that he's the one I'm with but Jisung is the one here having a picnic date with me.

I feel so guilty..

"He misses you.." Jisung randomly said with a low sigh.

I gave a him a small apologetic smile, feeling bad that he brought up the one person that I was thinking of while being with him.

"I told him what happened with us before he got home the day you were crying in his room..." And just like that, I wanted nothing more than to call Hyunjin.

"You what?" He quickly sat up and told me not to freak out and let him explain.

"Two days ago we had been watching a movie with Innie, and since they share a room we were in there room."

"He was on his phone and i hate when people are on there phones during movies so i snatched his phone"

"When i looked at it, he was looking at photos of you guys. I instantly felt bad and handed him his phone back."

Two Days Ago

"Why can't you just let her be happy? I make her happy.. She's happy Jisung, well besides the fact that she had to go into hiding."

"I love her so much Jisung, I don't want to lose her." Jisung felt bad.

"I love her to Jinnie." Hyunjin nodded, scrolling through the ridiculous amount of photos he had of him and y/n.

"Jinnie, the night we had to take y/n and Felix to the lake house... We almost kissed." Hyunjin stopped scrolling and just stared down at his phone, waiting for Jisung to continue talking.

"I'm not trying to start any drama, but we both got lost in the moment. We snapped out of it instantly when... when you got home."

"I know it sounds really bad... and I'm sure y/n wanted to be the one to tell you but the timing was so bad." Hyunjin looked up at Jisung and nodded.

"Thank you for telling me." It was quiet for the two boys and all that was heard was Jeongins tiny snores.

"Jisung, does y/n still have feelings for you?" Jisung sat there with a curious look.

"I don't know honestly, we haven't talked much since that day. She spends most her time with you." Hyunjin quietly laughed to himself which made Jisung lightly push him.

"Sorry.." Jinnie stopped laughing and was quiet again.

"I think you guys need to figure out whatever it is you guys are feeling.." Jinnie spoke up.

"As much as I love her, I want her to be with the one she absolutely is sure about. One she loves endlessly and if I'm not that person, I hope you are." Jisung quirked an eyebrow.

"You hope i am?" He questioned

"There's not many nice guys out there, and because I love her so much. I only know of one nice guy that i know would treat her the right way."

"Even though you're asshole 99 percent of the time." They both laughed.

"But you're never an asshole when with her." Jisung nodded.

"Dont get me wrong, Felix, Changbin, Minho, and Chan are all great people but like... No." Jisung laughed, noticing Innie starting to move.

"Jisung." Hyunjin said.

"Go see her, figure out whatever is needed to be figured out."

"Are you sure?" Jisung asked.

"No, but I don't want to wait around waiting to be cheated on or something." Hyunjin sighed.

"I dont think she'd cheat on you Jinnie."

"Shes not the one I'd worry about." And thats when Jisung felt uncomfortable and decided to go to sleep.

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Present

"He sent you here?" Jisung nodded.

"Oh." Why did that hurt so much.