Forty-Five

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before hyunjin came home▶

Hyunjin

"Hyunjin, why did you bring us here?" Minho asked, eyeing the surrounding as Changbin did the same thing.

"Yeah I thought we were going to pick up some food." Changbin muttered.

The boys followed me, as I cautiously and slowly walked down this long alley.

Anticipating the stop at the end.

The sun was up and you could see a lot more than what you could at night.

Garbage cans trashed, bins near side it. Spray painted walls, showing words and drawings.

I turned around to look at Minho and Changbin and they were walking really close to each other looking nervous and creeped out.

Once we reached the end, I came to see old police caution tape. Some taped to the building and the rest laying flatly on the ground, black and dusty.

Down on the ground was black burn marks where as it looked like a body could fit perfectly in its place.

Changbin and Minho watched as I leaned down, hovering my hand over the burn marks.

Hand shaking and mind wandering.

Did she do this to herself?

What did Mina mean when this was my fault..?

Ever since she told me this, I couldn't help my mind getting lost in thought about reasons why this could be my fault.

Nari, please...

What happened...? Why did it have to be you..?

Im so sorry..

Im so sorry for everything..

I shouldn't have used you the way I did..

You were absolutely wonderful and using you to ignore how I felt for him... was absolutely stupid.

Not only were you such a beautiful girl, you were very considerate and kind, full of light and love, always smiling and giving hugs.

You cared for me.

You fell for me.

And i rejected you.

A hand placed on my shoulder snapped me back to the present. Seeing as I was now crawled up, holding my knees and crying into them.

"Jinnie, whats wrong?" Minho asked, hugging me from behind while Changbin tried soothing me down by holding my hands and caressing them.

"Nari." I stuttered. Both boys wide eyes as they look around there surroundings, finally putting two and two together.

"Oh Jinnie, why would you come here?" Changbin asked, hugging me from the front since Minho was hugging me from behind.

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