fix | han jisung ✓

Fifty-Three

IM BACK!

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Jisung

I watched as y/n ate, a look of distress visible for a mere second before she was quick to beam her beautiful smile.

That i knew was just used as a mask to cover the pain and unwanted emotions.

It upset me that she goes through such things, and now on top of that, Mina and her dumb prostitute friends are after her.

I would honestly do everything and anything to protect her from any more pain or danger.

"Y/n, where do we stand?" I hesitantly asked, this awkward silence was driving me crazy.

I'm only here for today, and the main reason I'm here is to figure this out.

To see if she still feels anything for me, or if she only has eyes for Hyunjin. Even though Hyunjin basically sent me here, I still feel absolutely terrible of getting in the way of his relationship. With everything he's gone and going through, this just didn't feel like perfect timing..

Then again, when is?

When is a good time for me to have a heart to heart with his girlfriend? To see is she still feels for me? To see if she'd be with me? And with all that, leave Hyunjin?

There will never be a good time..

"I love him Jisung..." She avoided eye contact with me, looking over at the two boys who were constantly laughing and fishing.

"I know."

I leaned over and took her hand in mine. I placed my other hand on her chin and had her face me.

We were close, very close. So close, that i was able to hear her uneven breathing from the lack of space between us.

"But I love you." I admitted, watching her eyes widen from the confession.

I was able to see her confused addled expression, her longing eyes as the corner or lips slightly raised.

But her slight smile quickly disappeared when she noticed my eyes trace down to her lips.

There was no hiding how I felt anymore, nor how crazy she makes me.

"I love you y/n, please.." I inched closer, wanting so badly to connect my lips to her beautiful rosy ones.

She didnt move, and the closer i got her lips separated as if waiting for me to kiss her.

I slowly leaned in, grazing our lips together just as she was quick to pull away before fully attaching our lips together.

She walked fast inside the house, leaving me sitting there feeling absolutely confused.

What just happened?

Felix was quick to notice the disappearance of y/n.

He rushed over, Wooyoung alone.

"Where did y/n go?" He asked.

As I stood on my feet, Felix got on his knees and packed away the uneaten fruit.

"She just got up and walked away.." After Felix put everything away he stood up, giving a small pity smile.

"Felix, I don't understand her..." My eyes began to tear up, the feeling of confused and maybe the feeling of unwanting inched its way to my heart.

"We have moments, good ones... Then moments where its like she doesn't want me around. Why is this so hard?" Felix quickly hugged me, in hoping to give me comfort.