LONG ASS chapter ahead. enjoy.
also i updated earlier, but i quickly unpublished it bc i forgot to add some stuff. sorry for that false update loves 💞
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Y/nWhen I arrived back at home, i saw Felix and Changbin sitting in the corner with shocked faces looking in the direction of Jisung heading upstairs.
I closed the door behind me, causing the three boys to notice my presence.
Jisung stopped walking upstairs and froze in place.
The other two boys direct there gazes towards me with the most odd faces.
"Did something happen?" I asked.
Felix cleared his throat about to speak but Changbin was quick to cover his mouth and laugh nervously.
"N-no nothing, we're just going to head into the other living room." They both stand, Felix still being suffocated by Changbins hand.
Felix was basically being dragged out and by the time they were about to turn the corner to the other living room, he gave up and waved bye with a trying smile behind Changbins hand.
I gave a confused short laugh, seeing Jisung start making his way down the stairs.
Once he reached me he took my hand in his avoiding eye contact.
"Can we talk?" I nodded, being brought outside on the porch, sitting on the steps.
"Look, since this is the first time speaking to you without a conflict since you've woken, there's something i need to tell you before anything." He looked pretty serious, sad as well?
His hand caressing over mine in a soothing manner, knees facing each other as we gave our attention to each other.
"Its about Wooyoung." Wooyoung...
My mind instantly went dark, thinking of Wooyoung dying, all because of me.
I should have just took Minas place, then things wouldn't have gone to shit.
"He told me something before he.. passed.." My heart began racing, wanting to hear more. With my quietness, he proceeded in speaking.
(If you don't remember, jisung was with wooyoung when he died, then from there he ran upstairs to see you & felix down)
"He told me he was sorry, for everything he's brought upon you being in danger. The moment he saw you again, he wanted nothing to do with hurting you. He also said, not to blame yourself for any of this and that he will forever... love you." I vaguely smiled, feeling a tiny bit relieved for some reason, but to know this was what his last words were for me, i couldn't help but smile. Then cry.
Jisung was quick to pull me into a tight embracing hug, rubbing at my arms and back in a soothing manner in hopes to calm me down.
"Please don't cry y/n, I can't help but hate seeing you in pain." I clutched at his clothing, bringing him closer than ever.
"Im sorry Wooyoung.." I cried out..
Flashback
10 years ago. (you were six)
"Y/n, would you mind coming here for a second?" Mrs. Seon asked, walking into the orphanages' arts room along with another boy.
"This is Jung Wooyoung. He has the same schedule as you, would you mind being his friend?" I nodded hesitantly, seeing this sadden boy stare back at.
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