fix | han jisung ✓

Sixty-One

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Hyunjin

The next morning, i woke up and was immediately greeted with a sleeping bangchan turned on his side, hands pressed together as his head was using them as a pillow.

I just layed there, comfortable next to my loving brother before i had to get up and deal with all the stress that came with the day.

What on earth am I supposed to do..

How am I supposed to keep going like this?...

She's the only one thats keeping me on my feet right now, but shes also one of the reasons I'm hurting..

How did i get here..?

How did I manage to make myself feel this way..?

I just wish something good would finally come my way, something that will make me happy...

"Goodmorning Jinnie.." Chan spoke with his morning raspy voice. He wrapped his arm around my upper back and pulled me closer to him as he hugged me.

"Are you feeling better?" He asked rubbing my back soothingly.

"Yes Chan, thank you for listening to me last night..." I dragged out.

"Ill always be here to listen Jinnie, okay? You can always come to me." I smiled and nodded, rolling over onto my back, not realising im already close to the edge, and just as im about to fall, Chan caught me.

"Clumsy as always, aish." Chan laughs and hops off the bed.

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Y/n

"My parents just left to work, my mom doesn't get home til seven, and my dad gets home at 8. So you don't have to worry much til that time." Minji explained.

She grabbed her bag and her phone, walking over to her closet, slipping on the shoes that were there.

"I get off at seven today, so you wont be alone with my mom here for very long." I nodded, folding up the blankets that were sprawled out on the floor.

"Do you want me to bring you back anything? Food wise?" She asked before walking out the door.

"Uh, no I'm okay but actually, I was wondering.." She turned fully to face me.

"Are you guys hiring?" She gave a look as she was thinking, then she hummed.

"I don't think so, but my so called friend Jisoo leaves tomorrow, she got this scholarship in California for some arts program and want her to start early."

"Maybe you can take her job spot? I can ask if you'd like?" I nodded jumping up and down happily.

"That would be amazing, thank you!" She vaguely smiled and said she'd see me later and took off to work.

I sat on her bed, and pulled out my phone scrolling through my messages.

I had messages from Jisung, Hyunjin, Minho, Woojin, and Felix.

All of them asking where I was. Though both Hyunjin and Jisung texted never mind or forget i asked.

Why would they text that? Do they both really not care anymore?

I mean, I was the one that left knowing how they both felt, so of course i hurt them.

For crying out loud, Jisung didn't even follow me out.

I went into Felix messages and i couldn't help but smile.

Lixie:

   y/n, where are you?