Locker Room Lust[BXB]

8

Dont get me wrong, I know what just happened was hot and all but I thought Eli was straight. Maybe he still is? Its probably just hormones or maybe hes just horny, but the look of guilt mixed with lust that hes giving me right now is making me unsure. I take a step closer to him and he meets my eyes, " How long were you watching?' I ask him.

He looks away from my gaze, " long enough."

I nod and try to figure out what to say. I dont want to make him uncomfortable but I feel like we should probably talk about this. Right as I open my mouth to speak he says, "I dont know why I watched so dont ask, I haven't really figured it out yet."

He smiles sadly, grabbing the net while he adds, " Ive never done anything... ya know with guys. So Im not really sure, its kinda hard to find a test subject." He laughs awkwardly and tries to move around me to open the door. 

His body brushes mine and he stiffens at the contact, his semi grazing my leg. His hand grabs the handle of the door and I stop him, grabbing his wrist. His skin is flushed and warm, his heartbeat hammering under my fingers. If I look closely I can see a bit of excitement and anticipation in his eyes hidden under the uncertainty . I pull him closer so hes standing right in front of me. Only mere inches are between us now. His breath fans against my face, sending a slight shiver down my spine. His eyes darken and become heated as we continue to look at each other. Slowly, so he has time to back away if he wants to, I lean forward. My lips brush his and he stays motionless. I pull away slightly. Eli moves forward this time, pressing our lips together more firmly. This kiss is innocent, or at least more innocent than the ones I just had with Noah. This kiss feels loving and familiar even though its the first one we've shared. What can you expect when you kiss your best friend? Eli detaches from me, his eyes not opening. He takes a deep breath, probably trying to sort out if he liked it or not. I guess he did because the next thing I know Eli is kissing me again. This time the kiss ins't innocent. There's biting and sucking and, damn its hot. Eli is taking control, his mouth demanding dominance. And me being the little bottom I am let him do whatever he wants. Even though the kiss is hot, Eli isn't moving his hands. I start to get frustrated because the touching is the best part. I want Elias to touch me. 

I feel a bit guilty because I literally just hooked up with Noah in the locker room but I also dont really care because Noah never said he wanted to be exclusive. Besides its not like I'm into Elias, that ship has sailed. I'm just helping out a friend. Thats the kind of friend I am, one that will help you out with almost anything. Or maybe I'm just a little whore. Probably a bit of both.

Unable to wait any longer I grab Elias' hands and put them on my hips, signally that its okay for him to touch me. He must understand because he slowly starts to run his hands up my sides and then reaches down to grip my ass. I cant hold back my moans now. Their quiet but their still there. They encourage Eli and now hes gripping more aggressively most likely leaving bruises on my hips. When we grind against each other I let out a shaky breath while Eli groans into my mouth. We continue like this for a few minutes until both of us reach out highs. 

When Elias calms down hes leaning his forehead against my chest as he whispers, "please dont tell anyone, I dont want them to know yet."

" I wont say anything," I reply as I card my finger through his dark hair. 

He nuzzles deeper into my chest and I hold him closely.  We stay like that for awhile. Eli leaning on me while I rub his back or stroke his hair. We used to do this a lot when we were younger but lately we haven't been doing it as much. Probably because when you reach a certain age it becomes "gay" to show affection to your friends. I dont personally agree with that but I also didn't want to make Eli embarrassed when we started highschool. I like this though. Comforting Elias is nice. 

Practice went smoothly after that. I acted normal around both Eli and Noah. I dont think Noah suspected anything or if he did he didn't let it show. I did catch Jamie looking over at Eli a lot though when he thought no one was paying attention. Towards the end of practice when Eli had gotten a good kill off of one of Jamie's sets he hugged the smaller boy. When they pulled apart I saw that both boys had been blushing. 

Interesting.