Tonight was a struggle. I began to feel the overwhelming pain of affection withdrawals. Having DSED is difficult and affection withdrawals happen a lot. It hasn't been as bad lately but tonight it struck. It could've been worse if it weren't for Kobe. He reminded me once again to remember what I live for. He helped me calm down once again.
Earlier today I fought through one very painful hour on the court. It was frustrating from the beginning because I didn't make many shots today. Kobe eases my frustrations a bit when he reminded me that even he had his bad days.