It's been a while since I posted an update and I apologize for that. I've been tied up with schoolwork and fighting the pain of isolation.
Tonight I came very close to ending it all. Ending my suffering. Leaving this world. Then I was reminded of who I live for. My favorite trailblazer Jusuf Nurkić, the one who I love Enes Kanter, my mom, my dad, my whole family, and most importantly Kobe, who had taught me so much in life since I was young. He would want me to keep fighting even though it's hard sometimes. For Gianna, the girl before me. I have to live to honor her legacy. And I will. I promise.
