The Last Mile *Sorrows of the Soul*

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break me down.
    I build me up.

Undrink this cup
    Of bitterest bile.

Unwalk my steps...

   This lengthy Mile
Has brought me to
           a heinous Shore...

Forcing my feet
    Just one--step--more--

CLOSER

To that Sentient Sea...

Where I dare not look,
    Lest I see Me.

Drowning..

In Sorrows so savage
   they eat
The very flesh they were born of-

Each cheek becomes
    A bountiful buffet

Until the tears have worn away
    The very Souls
           That gave it form.

The Sea of Sorrow:
      A Cruciform.
For a World so bereft..
         So forlorn.

I too,
   Contribute
   To the swarm
        Of drops
                 Too hideous to entertain
             The thought of granting them a Name.

The Acid of Men's hearts
   Does-not-warrant
         Such acclaim.

Yet-

Shall my weary eyes abstain,
To cast about this torrid terrain;
  Where-in my feet
     Have fought my brain
   And brought me Here
On Hell's campaign.
Where sanity has rent
    Rough wounds, profane.

And left my surety upon my Soul-
  like a stain.
And left my Purity, in youth froze-
  like a game.
And left my Love upon the Path-
  like Stones of Shame.
And left my Rage upon my lips-
  like sin,
    aflame...
And left my Choices at my feet-
   like a preordained hydrophane
        of Acid Rain...
     composed
             of
                Pain.

So-

What to do, but dive right in?
   my betraying feet can learn to swim

When you tire
   Of the quagmire-

...what's left then?...

I'll drink me down
   This one-
        last-
           sup-
Of Tears so virulent
     They eat the cup.

I'll swim me in,
   To the Innominate Sea...

Become
   My Own

Anemone.
     

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