CHANGED 4| T'Challa Udaku

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💜Brianna💜

The party was over and I went upstairs to wash up and get ready for bed. I was playing "Love Drought" by Beyoncé washing my face as tears started falling from my eyes only thing was I didn't know what I was crying for.

I wiped my tears away as someone came through the room door and I looked up seeing Erik. "Please don't start" I simply said wiping my face down. "What was that? You two are smiling at each other now?!" Erik questioned. "Erik please?" I asked.

"The hell you mean please what was that? I swear if you're cheating on me" he simply said as I sighed. "Erik you cheated on me and i took you back because I believe that we have something, why would I cheat on you when I can easily just drop you?" I questioned. "Brianna Don't play with me" he simply said.

"Erik Why are you acting so paranoid like something is going on when nothing is going on?" I asked "I'm not spiteful to where I would cheat on you because you did it to me, I love you and I'm pursuing you now if you thinking I'm cheating because of your mistakes then that's on you" I simply said folding my towel and putting it in the bathroom.

"Aight I'm sorry I just don't want you to go anywhere" Erik said as I shook my head "then do right by me" I simply said grabbing my phone sitting on my bed. "Why are you still upset?" Erik asked. "I'm not I'm just chillin I'm about to call Kaylah" I simply said FaceTiming Kaylah.

"Aight good night" he said "good night love" I said being petty as he chuckled kissing my head being even more petty. He left out closing the door behind him as I smiled to myself. Kaylah was just sitting there looking at me.

"What happened now?" She questioned.
"Nothing..Erik coming at me because his cousin smiled at me or some shit honestly I don't know I just know it's too late to be fucking arguing" I simply said as she giggled. "Your hair looks pretty what you do today?" Kaylah asked. "There was a party for T'Challa he became king today so yeah I'll send you the pictures of that" I said sending it to her.

"Bitch y'all party like this every night like that?" She asked making me giggle. "That's that rich bitch shit" she joked as I laughed.
"You two would be cute though I can see why he's upset" Kaylah brought up. "You look like diamonds girl, you looked beautiful but when you stand next to His cousin bitch you look like a queen and you not even queen" she explained as I rolled my eyes and she appeared back on the screen.

"Y'all are OD buggin' Erik and I are engaged if I didn't want him I wouldn't be with him." I said "ehh Erik is fine and all but damn that cousin make y'all look like JAY-Z and Beyoncé or Michelle and Barack" she joked as I just looked at her.

"Get off my phone" I said shaking my head "I'm just playing why you so upset bae?" She asked making me crack a smile. "Because His cousin knows things about me like my favorite song and artists without anyone telling him" I brought up.

"He got ahold of your myspace account that's what happened" she joked as I just looked at her in all seriousness. "Girl relax he ain't worried about you, remember he has a fiancé that man is happy" Kaylah said.

"So what's my shit in particular on Beyoncé's lemonade album?" I asked "the whole album" Kaylah stated "no there's one song in particular" I said "Daddy lessons" she said. "No dick head, don't hurt yourself" I simply said as she laughed.

"Maybe his girl listens to lemonade a lot" Kaylah stated as I shook my head.
"nooo Kaylah I know I'm not fucking crazy I don't even think Erik knows my favorite song off that album" I stated.

"So what you trying to say is you're going to end the engagement with Erik because he doesn't know your favorite song off the album?" Kaylah asked as I just pinched the bridge of my nose. "Bitch I need you to follow what I'm saying" I simply said as she laughed "I am" she stated.

"T'Challa knows things about me that nobody else really knows or doesn't pick up on" I said as she sighed. "So go ask him then the fuck? You so damn curious" she stated as I was getting up. "sit your ass down, I was just playing" she said as I sat back on the bed.

"He's a superhero so I'm sure he knows all about you before the government knows" Kaylah said as I sighed. "Get some sleep you're thinking about it too much" she said as I was about to say something but she cut me off.

"Go to sleep or get some peen to make you forget about it" she said as I nodded "night" she simply said as I hung up and looked at the ceiling. I turned out my room light going down the hall to Erik's room. I walked in seeing him watching basketball highlights on ESPN.

I closed the door behind me "what's up?" He asked with a little agitation in his tone. I went up to him climbing on top of him. I begun to kiss his lips as he slowly kissed back grabbing my waist.

I felt up his chest kissing his neck as he lifted up my oversized shirt placing all his inches in me as I moaned lowly. "Shush" he said as he sat up and I wrapped my arms around his neck slowly bouncing as he kissed my neck.

"Fuck" I cursed lowly as he looked at me and kissed my lips thrusting up slowly. "Mmmm Erik" I moaned out as he continued. I gripped his shoulder as he sloppily kissed my lips.
All I could think about while we were having sex was T'Challa and it made me not in the mood anymore.

I was doing this so it could take my mind off of him all it did was bring him even more to mind. "I'm about to cum" I simply moaned to get it over with and I was feeling bad altogether. I didn't have any feelings or attraction for T'Challa it was just that he knows me more than my own fiancé .

💜T'Challa💜

Nakia was kissing me on my lips as I just laid there watching tv. She then started kissing my chest as I eyed her. She started kissing my torso trying to take my silk black night pants off as I looked at her crazy. "What are you doing?!" I asked sitting up.

"I'm trying to satisfy you, just lay there" she said getting under the covers as she placed her mouth on my member she bobbed her head but I didn't feel anything. I was not even in the mood. This was some absolute B.S I missed Brianna.

I stopped Nakia as she looked up at me and I just shook my head. "T'Challa What's been going on with you for the past days?" Nakia asked as I shrugged fixing myself. "Is it you losing your father?" She asked as I shook my head. "I am just thinking about something" I said as she sighed. "Okay good night" she simply said turning over "night" I said Laying there.

I was listening as I heard Briannas faint moans, her and Erik were having sex and it hurt my feelings. "Even Brianna and Erik are having sex" Nakia simply said with her back towards me as I just looked over at her. At a time it felt right dealing with Nakia but right now I just wanted Brianna back.

After about an hour when Nakia was sleep I slipped out the bed carefully leaving the room and going downstairs to get some water. "Kaylah I did what you told me to do but it didn't work it made it worse, now I'm horny too" she quietly  said making me chuckle to myself.

"I'm going to get some water" she said as I was going to walk out but she already seen me and paused taking the phone from her ear. "I was just getting some water." She said with a faint smile as I watched her go to the fridge getting a bottle of water.

She walked past me as I remember we came to this same kitchen one night to make popcorn because we were going to watch princess and the frog and shared our first kiss. The kiss was so good we burned the popcorn in the microwave.

Although she was rightfully mine I didn't want to have sex with her and possibly ruin something good she had going on with Erik. I didn't want to ruin her happiness because I messed up but I just felt like if I do that then I'm giving up...