Brennen's best friend// Colby Brock

89| Excited

Madison's P.O.V.
*a few months later/ already moved into the apartment*

"Hey Colbs." I say throughout the apartment.

"Yes lovely?" He asks, coming up being me and snaking his arms around my waist. Taking me by surprise.

"I'm going to the store, do you need anything?" I ask grabbing my keys. He peppers my neck with light kisses. I giggle.

"Get some junk food so we can have a movie night." He suggests. I nod and kiss him goodbye before walking out of the door and down to the parking garage to my car.

I partly lied to Colby. I did need to go to the store but not just for kitchen stuff and junk food.

We have frequently been having sex. We have been irresponsible and forgot protection.

I have been throwing up the past few weeks and I'm nervous. I pull up to the store and go in.

Nobody stops me today which I'm very thankful for.

Don't get me wrong, I love meeting my fans but if I'm pregnant I don't want it out there that someone saw me purchase the test. Then the rumors come along and it's all very stressful.

I grab the snacks and groceries first and then the test. I buy three different kinds just to be sure.

An older woman checks me out and smiles at me when she scans the tests. Thank god she isn't judge mental and rude.

"I wish you the best of luck sweetie." She whispers.

"That means so much, thank you." I give her a small smile.

Once I pay and load everything into my car, I head home.

I'm scared to become a mom. I was nervous the first time. I don't want to loose another baby. I don't know if i'm ready.

I won't be a good mom. What if Colby leaves me? What if my brother hates me? What if I loose my friends.

I shake my thoughts off and take the groceries up to the apartment. I slip the tests into my backpack before Colby gets into the kitchen.

"Baby! Your homeeee!" He says excited. I smile and he comes up and kisses me.

"I was gone for 30 minutes." I giggle. He smiles and hugs me.

"Our friends and your brother, plus Bryce, are here." He whispers. I nod and walk into the living room, letting him put up the groceries. I take my bag up to my room and put it in a chest.

"Kat, Dev, Tara, come up here!" I yell from the balcony thing that overlooks the main level living room.

I hear them all scurry up. I'm really nervous but I want them to be with me.

"Hey girl, what's up?" Dev asks, hugging me. They all hug me and we all sit down. I take the bag back out and pour out what's in it.

They all gasp and look up at me.

"I didn't want to be alone while taking them and since you guys are here, will you wait with me?" I ask nervously.

"We're right here waiting on you." Tara pats my thigh. I thank her and get up and walk into the bathroom.

I do my business and lay them on the sink and let the girls in.

"What do you think Colby will do if they're positive?" I ask with tears in my eyes.

"I think he will stay with you. He loves you with his whole heart Mads." Kat says. I lean my head on her shoulder and cry.

"Girls, when your done, come downstairs and watch movies with us." Colby knocks on our bathroom door.

"We will, see you in a bit." Tara answers for us. I hear his footsteps depart and my timer go off meaning they were ready.

"It's now or never." I sniffle and stand up. I look at them and my whole world shatters.

Positive Positive Positive

I'm not ready to be a mom. Kat rubs my shoulders, seeing the tests with me and the two other girls.

"What am I going to do?" I sob. They all hug me and try to calm me down.

"We have to go tell them." Dev says.

"I'm sure they'll all be supportive and we are definitely supporting you 100%." Tara tells me. I smile and sniffle.

I grab the tests and take them downstairs with the girls.

"Hey baby, we were jus-" Colby starts to say but he stops once he sees that I've been crying. "What's wrong baby?" He asks concerned.

"Just sit down with everyone else." I tell him. He nods and sits between Jake and Sam.

The girls sit down in the floor with me and I look at them. They give me small nods of reassurance.

"What's going on?" My curious brother asks. I gulp and pull the tests out of my pocket.

"You guys know that when I moved in here, Colby basically moved here with me. You all know we love each other very much," I lead on with my voice cracking. "Well we've done some things and been not to responsible about it and well now," I show the positive tests.

Colby picks one up and looks at it carefully. Then the next one, and then the last one. Him not saying anything or literally anyone else not saying anything is making me more anxious than I already am.

"Are your serious?" He asks with his voice cracking.

"Yeah." I answer quietly. I'm afraid. We aren't ready to be parents and I can't kill a baby.

"No way." He says slightly louder. I think everyone is confused. I can't tell if he's mad or excited.

"No fucking way! I'm going to be a dad! Guys, we get another shot at being parents!" Colby exclaims with a smile and he runs over to me.

Pulling me into the biggest hug ever. He also kisses me hard and passionate like never before.

All of the sudden I'm happy. I feel like we can have this baby and be the parents we didn't get a chance at being for Chase. Oh our baby Chase.

"Baby, we get to be parents again. Aren't you thrilled?" He asks with such excitement. I smile and nod. He kisses me again before we talk with everyone about it.

"I get to be an aunt!" Corey yells. We all laugh and they hug us.

"Congratulations little sister. I'm proud of you and Colby." Mikey says pulling me into a hug. I smile and thank him. I can't believe this is my life.

"Hey, now all you need to do is get married." I hear Sam say.

"I bet your baby will be beautiful."

"Congratulations on your baby."

"I hope you guys get married and have even more."

We thank everyone for their support and start having our movie day with our friends.

We lay on a spot on the couch and I feel his hand rubbing my belly.

"I can't wait to be a dad." He whispers. Which makes me smile. I'm glad that he's so happy.

"You will make a great dad Colbs." I say. He grins and kisses my cheek.

"You will make the best mommy." He tells me. I smile.

"We will be he best parents."

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2/28/20

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