𝐴𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑎 𝑝𝑜𝑣
06.26.64I quickly went to ponyboys room and grabbed my shoes.
"Hey amara you okay?" Ponyboy asked me
"I-I'm going home" I sniffled and put on my shoes
"I'll get Dal" he said going to the kitchen, but by the time he told Dally I was already out of the curtis household.
I was a few houses away from the Curtis house and I just wanted to bawl my eyes out, Sodapop hates me for what I've caused him.
"Amara" I heard dally yell out from a far, but I kept running until I broke down, I heard his footsteps get closer, he reached me and looked at me " what's wrong?" I couldn't respond on how much I was crying, "hey don't cry" he wiped my tears away with his hands
"He h-hates me" I sniffled and cried
"He doesn't hate you" he told me
"Dally I could see it in his eyes" I cried
"If you mean the tears then no"
"No dally, he just threw everything away, he just cut me out of his life, he didn't even try saving our friendship" I cried, he wrapped his arms around me and I cried on his chest.
"Let's get you home" he said,
"Can you carry me?" I asked sniffling
"Yeah" he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his torso, and cried on his shoulder.
"Dally" I said as he walked To my house
"Yeah?" He questioned
"I just want to be somebody to someone I want somebody to love" I sniffled and said as my head was on his shoulder
"Me too" he said softly
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When we got to my house, I just got into bed and cried, while dally just played with my hair, he kept saying everything was going to be okay, and that I'll find someone, but soda wasn't just someone, he was my first crush, my first kiss, my first friend, and I just lost a part of my heart cause he didn't want to ruin his relationship.
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𝐴 𝑓𝑒𝑤 𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑘𝑠 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟:
𝐷𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑎𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑣
07.14.64She's been in bed crying for the past 3 weeks or so, I've been with her for those past weeks and I don't like seeing her cry, it's not her happy. I kept telling her that it's going to be okay and that she will move on but she just can't so she cry's.
She fell asleep after so much crying, so I decided that while she sleeps I will beat Sodapops ass.
I put on this vest and a white sleeve less shirt under it and my jeans. I put on my earring cause I don't want my piercing to go away so then I just went to the Curtis house.
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"Hey Dal haven't seen you in a while" Johnny grinned
"Hey man" I mumbled and opened the door,
"Hey Dal" Ponyboy grinned
"Dally where have you been?" Darry asked me
"Yeah where have you been it's been like weeks since I've seen you" Steve said,
"Hey Dal, what ya been up too?" Soda asked me
"I've been fucking dealing with Amara crying for the past fucking 3 weeks because of your bitch ass move Sodapop fucking Curtis" I grabbed him by the colar of his shirt
"What did I do?!" He said loudly
"You broke her!" I yelled
"She was the one that left"
"She was the one that wanted you, and you being Sodapop Curtis had to ruin it and throw away everything you guys had" I said to him
"Dally why are you so interested in this?" He said taking my grip off him
"Because, I hate seeing her cry, I promised myself that I would see that fucking smile of hers everyday and I would make anything happen to see that but she hasn't smiled in 3 fucking weeks cause of you!" I punched him in the face and the he tackled me
"She was the one who started this!"
"She was fucking drunk man! She liked you but she kept it to herself to not screw things up like this!" I got on top of him and pounded his face
"And!? She said that I should take her out of my life"
"She meant out of your fucking love life asshole!" I yelled
"Should we do something" I heard Steve mumbled as soda and I were punching each other
"No they need to handle it" Darry said back
"Dally" I heard a soft voice say from the door way behind me. I turned around and soda punched me hard in the back of my head. I grabbed him and slammed his face on to the floor
"Eat that not so pretty boy" I said, I got up and walked over to amara who's eyes were red and puffy.
"Y-our bleeding" she sniffled and looked at my cheek
"You okay?" I asked her
"Better I finally stopped crying" she looked down "god I probably look so bad right now"
"You look good don't worry" I told her
"Amara thank goodness your okay!" Darry hugged her tight and then Ponyboy, Johnny, two and Steve joined in.
"Fuck, my face" soda groaned "oh hi" he said looking at Amara
"Hi"she said in a very soft voice
"How you been?" Soda asked
"This is the most awkward conversation ever" two snickered
"Um fine," she wasn't fine
"Cool" soda nodded
"Let's go amara" I said to her
"Yeah" she looked at me and nodded, I could tell she wanted to cry some more.
We started walking back to her house and all I heard where her quiet sniffles.
"D-dally" she said softly,
"I know I've been saying these things a lot but, it's going to be okay," I told her
"Thanks for beating him up" she sniffled
"Oh, I didn't expect that" I chuckled, I saw a a small grin spear on her lips and it made me smiled that she was almost smiling. "You know I care about you a lot?" I told her
"Yeah I know" she put her hand in mine and I looked down at it.
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FanfictionAmara Matthews is spending the summer at Tulsa with her cousin two-bit/ Keith. She meets two-bits friends and starts falling head over heels for a boy, but another boy from the group starts slowly falling for her. She has to choose one. She might hu...