Amara Matthews is spending the summer at Tulsa with her cousin two-bit/ Keith. She meets two-bits friends and starts falling head over heels for a boy, but another boy from the group starts slowly falling for her. She has to choose one. She might hu...
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𝐷𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑎𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑣 07.26.64
I broke up with her, and it hurt, I didn't want to lose her but I knew it was the best thing to do.
I walked away, I didn't walk the direction where everyone was walking in, I looked back to see Amara, she was standing there, I saw tears run down her cheek, as she looked at me.
She doesn't remember us. So why is she crying? She wiped her tears away and Sodapop put his arm on her shoulders, she's better off with him then me. I'll miss her.
I had a fight tonight with the socs that hurt amara, they really thought they could beat me. I went to twos house to grab the left over things I had in her room.
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I got to the house and quickly grabbed a bag and put my things in the bag. I saw the pictures she had up of us and it made me actually have tears run down my cheeks.
All I thought was I completely lost her, and I won't ever get her back.
I sat on her bed and put my face in my hands. Don't cry dallas. I said to myself, but I just kept feeling tears run down my cheek. She's gone dallas, she's with someone better then you. She doesn't even know you anymore, she forgot about everything.
I wiped my eyes.
"She's just a broad, just a broad That I saw one day and forgot about the next. She means shit to you." I said walking out
"Dallas honey you okay?" Twos aunt asked me
"Ye-ah I'm fine"now my voice sounded like I was going through fucking puberty again bruh
"You were crying hun why? Why do you have a bag? You best talk to me" she pointed
"I broke up with her, she doesn't remember anything, and I can't just stand around and wait till she remembers cause that may never happen." I gulped and threw the bag behind my shoulders
"Dallas why did you leave her? I know how much she means to you"
"She knows" I felt my eyes water again but I cant cry again I'm a fucking hood! I'm a fucking criminal!! "She knows I fucking loved her! That's all that she should remember! It was nice while it lasted, but it's gone, and she probably doesn't even feel it anymore." I started walking out and Lisa let me.
I opened the doors and Amara was in front of me.
"Dally your crying" she said wiping my tears away with her finger. I looked into her eyes, we made eye contact for probably what felt like a minute, but I shook my head and left. I have a fight to get to.
"Dally!" She ran after me
"What?! I told you! We're done,"
"I may not remember but I feel something, i felt my heart ached when you told me that"
"Don't mean shit, if I told you everything that we've gone through you would understand, but I can't tell you, because I know you deserve better then a hood like me, you need someone like Sodapop"
"Dally, what if my memory comes back will I be able to be with you?" She asked me as her eyes watered
"No, Amara were done, and I mean it, I don't care how much it hurts me, I don't care if it breaks me or if it can Ruin how I am, I can't have you loving me when you don't even know why you love me."
"Dally but what if"
"No! You need better! Not me! You'll be happy without me! Let me just be miserable like I've been my whole life. When the world was all dark and horrible." I walked away, She doesn't need me.
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I got to bucks and I stormed up the stairs
"Dal you ain't lookin so hot" buck said, I ignored and slammed my room door and threw my bag.
"Ahhh!" I yelled and punch the fucking wall, it left a bunch of dents and holes. I looked at the picture of amara and I took it and I sat into eh bed. "FUCKING SOCS! THEY RUINED EVERYTHING!" I yelled and threw everything everywhere. I broke everything.
"Hey!!!" Buck yelled, I stopped and looked at him "stop wrecking my house man! What the hell has gotten into you!" He yelled
"I broke with her" I said dropping what ever was in my hands
"Man you can't handle a break up" he scoffed
"She was the only girl that I've truly fucking loved and some fucking socs ruined my fucking life and beat her to death and fucking made her forget me forget everything! Ahh!" I threw switch at the wall And yelled
" don't You got a fight with Paul tonight?" He asked me
"Yeah and I'm going to kill him" I gritted
"Hey Dallas don't get ahead of yourself you don't want another murder on your criminal record"
"I've killed 2 people a third won't hurt, especially if he deserved it just like James did," I mumbled
"Dallas just beat the crab out of him don't kill him, you'll get the chair"
"Fine I'll beat the crap out him for ruining my life" I clenched my fist. I put in my bandana and took off my leather jacket and left my under shirt, I left my black jeans on with my normal fucking shoes and I left.
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My group and his group were standing in front of each other
"Dallas" he mumbled
"Paul" I mumbled back
"Rules, there is no rules, first one who leaves or is down is The loser and winner gets a free pass on beating anyone, it's just one on one" one of my guys said
I threw first punch. He threw some too but I was furious
"You hurt my girl!! You made her forget about everything son of a bitch!!" I yelled and kept punching him and kicking him. He took out a switch and pointed it to me.
"Dallas imma kill you"
"Not if I kill you first!!" I jumped on to the bar and ripped the metal tube off, I slammed it on him, I ripped off a piece of wood and kept hitting him with it
"Dallas stop! He's done!" Curly yelled, I looked at him and he was half dead.
"I win" I said grabbing him by the neck and throwing him to the wall "don't fuck with me man! You will die next time!"
