Amara Matthews is spending the summer at Tulsa with her cousin two-bit/ Keith. She meets two-bits friends and starts falling head over heels for a boy, but another boy from the group starts slowly falling for her. She has to choose one. She might hu...
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𝐴𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑎 𝑝𝑜𝑣 07.26.64
Yesterday everyone was talking to me and telling me things. I got to know somethings about myself too. Keith made me laugh a lot, and my mom and dad said that they bought a house here so I think that's good.
I got out of bed and changed into some blue sweat pants and a spaghetti strap tank top. I put on a push up bra and I looked really nice. I washed my face and did my make up, and brushed my hair out. I put on this really pretty necklace and they really cute shoes, that are called air forces, they are black, white and blue and I totally love them. I put on perfume and walked out of my room.
"Good morning Keith" I smiled and waved at him
"Good morning girly" he grinned and kissed my cheek
"Let's go we have a lot of talking to do" he grabbed my hand and I grabbed an apple with my other hand.
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We walked into a small White House. We both went into the living room and Keith was telling me about something but I couldn't keep my eyes off of Dally I think his name is. He was really cute.
"Hello? Earth to amara" Keith snapped in my face and I smacked his face
"I heard you" I said annoyed with how many times he snapped in my face
"Sure feels like old times" he rubbed his cheek and went into the kitchen
"How you doing with remembering things?" Ponyboy asked me
"Well I remembered nothing, but I mean I remembered how to dress nicely" I shrugged and sat down
"Sure did" Steve I think said drooling
"Don't drool over me, I'm not that hot compared to other girls, have you seen them, like what the heck, for example, Harper, total goddess, like yes we stan that" I said pointing at Harper
"I keep forgetting that you don't remember me but You act like you do know me" Harper hugged me
"You are so hot what are you talking about? You literally gave a boner to Steve and Ponyboy from throwing it back" dally chuckled and smirked
"Throw it back?" I questioned
"Yeah, like this" Harper did this weird thing with her body then I shrugged and did it and I actually did it
"Wow didn't know I could do that" I giggled and sat back down
"Mama" Steve mumbled and put a pillow on his lap "I'm going to the bathroom" Then everyone started laughing.
I didn't really know what to do, so I just put my head on Harpers shoulder and she put her head on mine.
I looked at dally as he smoked a cigarette and I couldn't look away on how good looking he was.
"So Amara What do you remember?" Johnny asked me
"What do i remember? I remember waking up from the hospital not knowing who or where I was, and who you guys were, I remember my birthday, my age, thats all" I took my head off harps shoulder and looked down at my lap.
"Hey It's okay, we'll still treat you like we did before" soda grinned, I nodded and grinned softly.
"Hey why don't we all go to the park and throw some ball?" Steve suggested, I shrugged and everyone got up and started talking as we walked to the park.
"So what was your part in my life?" I asked Sodapop the dreamy movie star as I walked next to him
"Uh well, you are older then me by a few months, but we both grew up together, we were best friends, I liked you a lot in kinder to 2nd grade, then you moved and I was sad because you and I were really really close, then when you Came back from New Jersey last month, it felt like a dream you and I. Then uh we kinda" he said we were best friends why aren't we friends now?
"Sodapop i like you, you seem really sweet and nice, and very very handsome, but if I meant something to you that was more then I friend and I broke your heart I'm really sorry, even though I don't know what I did, I am really sorry, and I really want us to be like before I think, cause how you explain it, it makes it sound like a dream" I looked at him and smiled
"Amara you know I have a girlfriend" he sighed and scratched his neck
"I know but I feel that you were probably really special to me and I probably don't want to lose you, you do feel like a special boy to me, it might be crazy that I'm saying this, that a girl that doesn't remember anything literally is saying this but I mean it" i don't know if I should have said that, I'm probably going bonkers.
I gave him a sweet grin and caught up with the other boys and Harper. I put my arm through Dally's arm and we linked arms.
He looked at me and I grinned, he gave me a soft grin but then looked back straight foreword.
"Dallas Winston, i like that name, it Suits you" I said as we walked
"well amara Matthews suits you" he said with no emotion
"Dally or Dallas I don't know what you prefer, but at the hospital you said you were my boyfriend,"
"Yeah, and you don't remember anything about us so I think us isn't us anymore, plus your kissin' up to Sodapop." He let go of our linked arms and walked foreword
"Dallas" I said running up to him
"Can you tell me what us was like?" I asked him
"Us? Us was in the past, something that I can think about and hope that it could happen but I know it won't, it was nice but it's gone" I saw the pain in his eyes but he seemed cold.
"Dally can you at least tell me if you loved me?" I asked him
"I loved you, I loved you so much that I was afraid to lose you, me being afraid isn't in the Dallas Winston book, you meant the world to me so I changed, you changed me, I got soft, I got so soft that I actually started being nice for once, but like I said it was nice while it lasted, now I just have to move on" I felt my heartache, his words made me feel like if he just grabbed my heart and threw it.
I stood there in silence. I maybe not remember anything but I knew deep inside my heart, I loved him and now he's gone...
