In The Wrong

4- I cant go on

*jens pov*

I look over my shoulder and watch as James walks out the front door, I didn't really want him to leave, cause I don't wanna deal with Alex. But I'm gonna have to talk to him sooner or later.

I still don't know if he's actually lying about where he was or not, so I'm not going to jump to conclusions, he hates when I do that. So I decide to just act normal.

I take my legs out of the pool and stand up, I walk back in the house and go up the stairs. I peak in my room and see Alex laying on his back on his phone. So I walk in and crawl on top of him with my thighs on both sides of his waist.

"Hi papi" I smirk

"Hi" he says emotionless while still on his phone, so I put my hands under his shirt and run my hands up and down his stomach hoping he'll give me some type of attention. But he still doesn't even look at me.

I slowly pull his phone out of his hand, and toss it aside, he flops his arms down and just looks at me annoyed.

A rest my chin on his stomach while still on top of him.

"What?" I ask innocently.

He sighs and puts his head back. I slowly crawl up towards his face and give him multiple little kisses on his neck, then I move to his cheek, I feel him start to grin, then he laughs a little.

"Finally you make some type of emotion" I say while rolling my eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm just stressed out with work stuff." He says.

"Oh, I get it, but you know I'm always here to help you relieve stress.." I say in a sexual manner. He perks his head up a little and his eyes glance down my body. He grins, then without even thinking, he aggressively kisses me, like he's hungry for me.

Then he flips me on my back and holds my arms to the side and slowly kisses down my body. He slowly starts to take off my pants, then I hear my phone ring down stairs.

"Oop, that's probably Leah! I push him aside and I jump up.

"You're just gonna leave me and him hangin?" He says referring to his dick.

"You're such a freak." I giggle and run downstairs.

I jump on the couch we're my phone is and answer it.

"Hi baby!" Leah says through the phone.

"Hi mama! Are you back from Cali yet?"

"Yeah I just got off the plane, I'm at the airport right now, but my sister canceled on picking me up,sooo..."

"Ugh, yes I'll come pick you up, I'll be there in 30 minutes."

She yelps happily "ok, I'll see you then!" She make a kissy noise through the phone, I do the same. I hang up and go upstairs to tell Alex.

"Baby, I gotta got pick up Leah from the airport, I'll be right back!"

"Alright, hurry back." He says giving me a wink.

I roll my eyes, walk away swinging my hips purposely, then I look back a little and see him checking me out. I finally walk downstairs grab my keys and head out to my car.

I pull up to the airport, and walk in. I look around for Leah. Suddenly I feel someone literally smack my ass. I yelp, and I was about to turn around and smack whoever the pervert was "um excuse m-" then I got interrupted as I saw that Leah was the one behind me. "OH MY FUCKING GOD" I scream and we hug eachother so tight. "Hi gorgeous!!" Leah screams while we hug.

"I missed you so much!" I say while we're still in each others arms. She been gone for atleast 2 months with her family, and now she's finally back in New York.

"Ugh, I am so tired, please lemme stay with you, I don't feel like being in the car all the way to Brooklyn." She said in a whiny tone. I obviously said yes since I live in Manhattan and it's not that far.

We get in the car and head to my place, the whole car ride Leah went on and on about her trip, I didn't mind though, she did some really cool stuff.

"I wish you could've been there, we could've gambled and gotten drunk every night" she said with a pouty face.

"I know.." I say and put my hand on her thigh. "You know Alex wouldn't let me be gone for that long."

She put her hand on my hand. " I'm sorry my love, he shouldn't be so overprotective of you.." she says.

"I know right, like I let him do whatever he wants, whenever he wants, like last night we went to a club, and I don't remember him coming back with me a James, and when I woke up, he wasn't even home yet. But I didn't know for sure, so I haven't asked him."

"Oh baby, you need to ask him, couples should express how they feel."She says while rubbing my hand.

"You know how he gets Leah..he's like by polar, when I accuse him, he gets so aggressive then I cry then he feels bad then we have make-up sex and shit."

"I'm sure it'll get better" she says and smiles. " I hope so.."

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We finally arrive to my place, I help Leah with her bags and we head in. Leah heads straight to the kitchen looking for food, but instead she pulls out a bottle vodka. "I think I wanna drink tonight.." she smirks. "Ugh didn't you drink enough in Cali, and I had enough last night.." I roll my eyes.

"Please please pleaseee." She says while giving me puppy dog eyes. " fine" i shrug my shoulders "YES" she yelps.

"Lemme tell Alex I'm home"

I walk upstairs, but I hear giggling. "Wtf" I say to my self. Then I start to realize it's a girl that I hear. I start walking faster to my room and swing open the door, just to see Alex on top of some blonde bitch. They both jump up.I feel my eyes tear up.

"Alex, get the hell out of my .. mothafucking house before I beat the shit out of you. You stupid ass motherfucker!You're such a liar a-and a cheater!"I just kept rambling on. I couldn't believe it.. " baby.." he says while looking down, and the girl is getting dressed. "N-no! Don't baby me! JUST LEAVE!" I say with my voice straining and tears rolling down my face. Leah comes up from behind "what's going on?"

"Leah don't worry about it..just go downstairs" the blonde girl walks out the door bumping my shoulder. I try so hard not to grab her and push her ass down the stairs. Leah doesn't hold back though "wait, who the fuck is this bitch?!" She says while turning the girl around and holding her arm.

"Ugh! Let go of me, dumbass Jersey bitchs!" The girl says tugging her arm back. "Oh fuck no, that's it." Leah is about to start going at her, "Leah don't.."

"Did you hear what she just called us?!?" Leah yells. "Leah please!" I say with tears rolling down my face. Leah sighs and just flips off the girl, and she leaves.

Alex is just standing there shaking his head. I try to say something but the words don't seem to come out, so I just run downstairs crying, I grabbed my keys and went in my car.

There is no way in this world that I'm going to be able to go on, I can't go on.