In The Wrong

9-selfish

*james pov*

Oh shit, I can't believe she found out, I definitely thought this was just going to blow over, obviously I was way wrong..

"Jen, I-I'm so sorry..are you sure you wanna go back?"I ask looking at her. "Yes.. I'll have to face it sometime, and I'm gonna have to talk to him.." she said and looked down. Then it got quiet, really quiet for about 10 minutes, she was looking out the window with tears still slowly coming down her cheeks.

"I mean, are you sure?" I asked even though I knew it was true.. "Fuck James, does seeing him making out with some girl make it sure??" She asked very sarcastically and annoyed. "I'm sorry, I.. I just can't believe it.." Even though I can.

She rolled her eyes and made an annoyed giggle-like scoff. The rest of the car ride was quiet.

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We pulled in her driveway and she took a deep breath. "Do you want me to come in with you?" I asked while putting the car in park. "No it's fine, you can head home James, thankyou." She said unbuckling her seatbelt. She turned at me and gave a a sad smile. I grabbed her hands and held them tight. "Jen, if you need anything, anything at all, please call me, I'll do anything I can to help, always." I said squeezing her hands tighter assuring her. " She smiled and her eyes met mine. "Thankyou, I will." She said then kissed my cheek. Then I let go of her...and she got out the car and headed inside.

*jens pov*

Right when I stepped inside my house I felt my eyes getting watery, and before I knew it,tears were rolling down my cheeks again. I set my purse down and walked upstairs to our bedroom, he wasn't in there so walked back down stairs. I found him in the office at the computer probably doing stuff for work.

I just stood there in the door way while he was faced the other way at the computer. "Alex.." I said walking in and closing the door. His head kind of flinched and he turned around in the chair.

"Jennifer, baby, i-" I cut him off. "Alex , before you say anything, I don't want any exscuses. Now.. tell me why, why you had another woman in Our bed." I said raising my voice. "Tell me why you, were with her, when you have this." I say motioning my hands up and down my body. "Tell me why you cheated Alex...why?"

He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. "I-I don't know Jen, I wasn't myself, I wasn't thinking straight, and I've been stressed with work baby, you know that..." "Bullshit.." I said shaking my head. He looked down and laughed a little. "Ok Jen, just get it over with, you want me to pack my bags or what? You want me to leave?!" He said and stood up. "You don't want me to leave, do you?" He raised his voice. "I know you can't stand being alone, you don't ever want me to leave you..." He's now directly in front of me, just inches away from my face. "I'm never leaving you baby, Never!" He said and grabbed my wrists and pinned them over my head. "Alex.." I said sternly because he's gotten aggressive many times before. "Alex, stop, you need to calm down.." I say looking in his eyes. He squeezes my wrists tighter and I wimper. "How about I make it up to you?" He asks and smirks. "Alex, no, I don't want t-" He cut me off by aggressively kissing me. Then he started kissing my neck, he let go of my wrists and slowly moved down my body. "Alex, I said no." I said trying to move, but he put his hand around my neck making me jump. "Why can't you accept my apology?" He asks and laughs. "Alex I'm serious!" I yell and knee him in the crotch. "Motherf-!" He says and falls to the floor. I didn't want to do that, but I know he wasn't going to stop until we had sex, and I wasn't gonna go through with it...

I stormed out of the room, I'm so pissed right now, I never want to see him again. But at this point I don't really know what to do, I can't stay here, so, I decide to call James.