In The Wrong

21-palm reading

*jens pov*

I woke up with Leah beside me laying on her stomach facing the other way. I slept with her since we're best friends, trust me we didn't do anything...

"Leahhh." I whispered and poked her. "Mmmm" She groans and doesn't move. "Leah." I say more stern. "noo." She mumbles. Then I slapped her ass, Really hard. "Fuck!" she jumps up and faces me. "Good morning beautiful." I smile at her. "bitch." She says under her breath and sits up. "You know you liked it." I smirk at her. She rolls her eyes than goes to the bathroom.

I head downstairs and cook breakfast.

-

"I'll pick you up Monday afternoon." James says through the phone. "Okay, see you then." I hang up. So I'm staying with Leah two more days, I don't mind though.

"I don't want you to leave." Leah says and pouts. "I'll be here for two more days." I giggle. "I know..but you're still gonna leave." She whines. "Well you have work anyway." I look at her. "I guess." She sighs.

We're both on the couch just watching some cooking show. "This is boring as fuck." I sigh. "Sooooooo..." she makes eye contact with me. "What?" I ask. "Has he fucked you yet?" She raises her eyebrows. "Oh my g-Leah, what the hell!?" I'm surprised she said that. "What?! Its obvious he wants to get in your pants." She shrugs.

"He's not like that Leah, he has feelings."
I say with a serious tone. "Yeah feelings for You." She pokes my nose. "And so what if he does?" I look away. "Oh my god, you like him too don't you??" She perks up. "Leah stooop." I giggle. "Awe, what a love story." She jokes. "We actually kissed on the beach.." I say slowly. Oh my god, Jennifer!" She gasps and hits me playfully. "You're just jealous you can't have all this." I say and stand up. "Mmm, yeah I am." She slaps my ass and laughs. "Weirdo." I roll my eyes and go upstairs to use the bathroom.

Then I got carried away and just sat on her bed on my phone."Jen?" Leahs calls out in the hallway. "In here." I respond. "Damn you just ditched me." She plops beside me on the bed. "Sorry, I literally just got carried away." I don't look up from my phone. "Mmm." She nods.

"Hey beautiful."

A text from James pops up, a smile forms on my face. "What? Lemme see." Leah sits up and looks over at my phone, but I quickly pull it away. "Nosy." I say and playfully push her face away and she plops back down.

We stay just chillin like this for about 30 minutes. "Jenniferrrr.." She whines. "What?" I look at her annoyed. "Pay attention to me.." She pouts.

"Ok fine, let's talk." I put my phone down and move facing her, I think now is a good time to ask about her sexuality.

"What's up mama?" She asks and rests her head on her hand while her elbow is supporting her arm. "So.....are you....lesbian?" I almost whisper. "What?! Why would you think that?" She says right after. "Really? Do you not remember the time we almost fuc-" she cut me off. "Ok, ok, Jennifer, just because that happened between you and me, doesn't mean I'm gay. And don't forget that was a two person job.." she raises her brows. "Huh?" I ask. "You kissed me back, so wouldn't you "technically" be lesbian too?" She asks with sarcasm. "Oh, I guess you're right." I agree. "Mhmmm.." she nods slowly.

"Just to be clear, so you're not les-" "No I'm not lesbian Jennifer, are you?" She asks. "No." I roll my eyes. "Ok then." She sighs. "So why did that happen then, I just don't get it." I shrug. "Jen, there was a lot going on that day, you said yourself you were vulnerable. I mean I'm attracted to you in general, and by how much you slap my ass, and how much you flirt with me, I'm guessing you find me attractive as well..." "Right..." I agree. "Therefor, we were just caught in the moment, things happened, I'm not gay, you're not gay. Maybe we're gay for eachother at times." We both giggle. "But what best friends aren't?" She continues.

"Yeah, you're right. I just wanted to talk about it more, to clarify." I say. "It's ok, I get it, I'm glad we did though, and I'm glad you now know I'm not gay, I do need some dick in my life." She giggles and I laugh.

-

It's the next day, and me and Leah have sat here all day doing nothing. So we went out to eat, nothing fancy. We're at Chik-Fil-A and we're literally eating so much.

"We're gonna need more nugs." Leah jokes, but is also serious at the same time. "Haha yeah...wanna get some to go?" I ask and eat the last one. "I thought you'd never ask." She smiles and stands up to order more. I get up and throw our trash away. Then I go back to the booth and wait for her.

Shortly after she comes back with a to go bag. "Ready?" She asks. "Yup." I stand up and we head out to the car.

-

We arrive back to Leahs house and right now we're just watching some new movie, but neither of us are paying attention because we're just talking about random stuff. "I'm soooo exhausted." Leah  yawns and stretch's her arms. Then she places her hand on my thigh, so I put my hand on hers and hold her hand. She looks at me and smiles then she lays her head on my shoulder.

I wanna bring up the cuts on her wrist...but I don't know how. So I'm gonna try and bring it up without talking. I'm slowly stroking her hand with my thumb since I'm still holding her hand, I start to play with her fingers and I feel her smile. Then I turn her hand over and drag my fingers along her palm. "Are you reading my future?" She giggles but doesn't lift her head. I laugh along and keep doing it.

Then I slowly push up her sleeve, but I don't make it obvious, besides I think she's slowly falling asleep. I see a little bit of a cut, then I keep pushing, and I gasp at how much there is. She jumps up and glances at her wrist realizing what I'm doing and she snatch's her hand back and looks away.

"Leah.." She doesn't look at me. "Baby what have you done to yourself?"