In The Wrong

6-I need assurance

*jens pov*

I sit there in shock with Leah's lips pressed against mine. Then I quickly pull away when I realize what we were doing.

"I-I'm sorry, I can't do this Leah..."I say and look away.

"No, I'm sorry, I-I shouldn't have.."

"I just couldn't do that to Alex.." I say without even thinking.

"Are you serious Jen?" She says and widens her eyes. "You literally just walked in on him with some random girl."

"I know, b-but I'd be just as bad as him, we could still be ok after all this, I don't want to leave him.." I don't know if I actually feel that, or if I'm just scared to be alone.

"Wait, you're actually thinking about forgiving him!?! You can't Jen, you just can't, you can't let him hurt you like this, you're amazing and beautiful, you will be fine without him.."

"Lee, we were going to start a family, a-and he's all I ha-" she cute me off

"Ok Jennifer, it's fine, I get it, I'm sorry I ever even did that.."

"It's fine Leah, really, I'm just confused, I need some type of assurance."

"Assurance about what..?"

"I don't even know, just that I actually mean something to someone, since I obviously didn't to him." I say with tears in my eyes again.

"Baby, please don't cry again." She says putting her thumb on my chin and making me face her, she wipes my tears.

"Please smile mama, you're gonna make me cry, and I can't ruin my makeup.."

I sniffle and laugh.

"There it is, I love that smile." She says and smiles.

Then without even thinking I kiss her..I pull back slowly and look into her eyes. Then she brings her lips to mine once again. This time it's more passionate, not just a peck. She puts one of her legs on the bed so she's facing me directly, she's leaning in more. I put my hand on her cheek while we're still going.
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Now she's sitting cris cross facing completely towards me, she rests her hands on my shoulders, we're moving slow because I think we're both scared, I don't know if she's ever been with a girl, but I know I haven't.

I start to get deeper with our kisses, so she pulls me on top of her by the neck of my shirt, I don't pull back. I'm now on top of her, and I know she can tell I want more, she rolls over so that shes on top of me, she pulls her lips from mine and looks at me. She takes both my hands and put them above my head and interlocks her fingers with mine, she kisses my neck and slowly moves to my stomach. "L-Leah.." I say and bite my lip, she looks up and kind of smiles. She let's go of my hands then comes back up to my face and kisses me slow and intimate, her hands travel down my stomach and to my hips, she rubs up and down while we make out, I then feel her start to take of my pants. I open my eyes for a second while our lips are still locked, I don't know what to think of this, I've never been pleasured by a girl before, and I never thought it would be with Leah...

She manages to get my pants off and throws them in a random direction. She rests her left hand on the back of my neck making our kisses deeper, and her right hand travels along the side of my body making her way down there..she slowly makes circular motions over the fabric of my panties. "Mmm, f-fuck" I say and roll my eyes back while she continues with her fingers and kisses my neck.

Then I open my eyes and kind of jump, I push her hand away and sit up really fast.

"I can't do this.."