Shawn Mendes Imagines - on hold

therapist

"Lucy." 

I stand up after I hear my name being called and walk into the room and sit on the couch which is surprisingly comfortable. I play with my fingers to distract myself until I hear the door open, "hi Lucy right? my name is Dr Mendes and I'm going to be your therapist." The tall, muscular man with a really sexy voice says. "uh hi," I say shyly and look down at my feet. He takes a seat across from me on another couch. "so Lucy tell me a bit about yourself." he smiles at me. "umm sure, well my name is Lucy, I'm 14 years old uhh I love music and dancing." "ok what is your favourite colour?" "its aqua, its a mix of blue and green. what's your favourite colour?" "hmmm, it's blue. "ok well let's get to business, tell me what you are feeling right now?" I look down to my feet and reply, "I feel sad and all I want to do is crawl up into a ball and cry, I feel like a mistake, a failure and I cant to anyone cause they don't understand what I've been through." I didn't realise that I was crying until Dr Mendes gave me a tissue. "Lucy, you're probably not going to believe me but I do understand you and I'm here to listen to you and help in every way I can, do you feel safe to tell me everything that makes you feel this way?" he states with a smile always reassuring me that it's ok. I nod my head and Dr Mendes writes something down in his book. 

after a few hours 

"well Lucy I'm sorry to say but it's the end of our session for today and I will see you in two days to see how you are doing." Dr Mendes says and gives me a hug before I leave the room. "thank you so much for listening and helping me out Dr Mendes," I whisper while I hug him and leave without turning back even if I wanted to jump into his arms and never leave. I feel safe and I feel like I'm worthy, I'm worth fighting for. I cant wait for our next session.  

Dr Mendes Pov

wow I have never seen anyone that is so open to me about anything in their first session with me its like she was so comfortable and safe to be with me and having my presence with her and yo listen to her ramble on about her troubles and the good things that has happened in her life. I heard what she said when we were hugging. That hug just felt so right and I know she could feel something too, I cant wait to see her again.