Pull me Into your arms
As they laugh at my foolish behavior
Yes I am childish
But for once I could not stand there left to be tormented
Every laugh I hear near me
Hurts my heart
For I feel as if its about me
Or another rumor flying about
Can someone stick up for me?
Because now I just sit and cry
They make me feel like a bug
Yet i know if I had the chance
In reverse
I would do the same
Yet do they feel guilt?
I need someone to embrace me
Hold me tight
An assurance
That everything's going to be alright
I hear them watch me
With mocking eyes
Being pointed to
Described as
And yet they think its a compliment
I am childish for letting them get to me
I am childish for replying
I am childish for not ending it
And last if all
I am childish for writing this poem
What can it do?
Can I get my peace of mind back?
Will I ever forget?
Because some days
I feel the weight heavier
As if it rains
As I try to balance rocks on my back
Can someone just hold me
Even if it is as if I couldn't not
Even as I slowly let go
Because I feel it
A slipping away
Apart of me I never knew I had
Until the moment
I had to give it away
Pull me into your arms
No matter who
Let me feel your warmth
The love radiating off you
To feel needed
To feel wanted Ina once you feel so
Incomplete
Ugly
Misunderstood
Under the bar
Disappointment
Lost
Wondering
And questioning
What if
There are to many what ifs
Yet all you hear is the sounds
A beating of your heart
A pounding at the door
A crying in the window
And the words floating aimlessly around your head
Hold me tight
Pull me I to your gravity
Let me orbit around you
Making a full revolution
There girls and guys
That no one seems to like or know
Are the people who can torture us all
Words are the same as a punch to the face
Or a killer clown destroying the wedding
It hurts
Sometimes to feel numb is best
But the only way to feel numb
Is
Crying
Drugs
Overdose
Or drowning
It's a switch to us all
Find out why it means
And cry out loud
Kill the time
Hold me close
Don't let me be another minority percent On the polls
It's not depression
I'm completely content
Yet there is a lack if smile
And a sparkle void from my eyes
Can they tell me what I did wrong?
Deserving all this hate
As if only they knew that was fate.
