I wish I may
I wish I might
Be able to be me tonight
I cry all day
I cry all night
But to see you brings smiles all night
I wish I could be held in your arms
I wish I would have let you be near me
To not read into every word
I laugh all day
I laugh all night
Over the dreams
That frighten my night
But you are the cause to my unease
You are the cause to old dreams
I see them all
I see them tall
Talk to me
Say something
One thing
It even can be thou saying nothing
At least can you
At least will you
Be near me
Let me hear your voice
As last Christmas
I have you my heart
But the very next day
I took it away
This year I hope you forgive
And maybe I can hold you once more
As the days you took me in your arms
And picked me up
Making me feel safe in those arms
I wish I may
I wish I might
At least for one Christmas
Have someone to hold throughout
To hear someone's voice
With meaning implied
And relish in old memories
When you were once at my side
Like the cosmic brownie
Something I cherish
Given as a present
No or ever before
Remembered my love for it
But yes you did
Even remembered my favorite chips
And got them everyday
And shared them between you and me
I smile upon those old memories
Before the crisis
I look all day
I dream all night
And see you smiling at me in delight
Forgiveness is what you will never give
But if you know this
Listen to this
You've heard my voice
Full of fear
It's a funny thing
When you hurt me more dear
But I forgave you
Can you forgive me
Just listen to thoughts
That play on and on
Because
I wish I may
I wish I might
Maybe one day
Say goodnight
In a sweet tone
Only meant for you
And hold you close
When I feel threw
I wonder all day
I ponder at night
If you can give me a chance
And let me be in your life.
