My head hurts
I feel my heart beat
My hitched breath
And slowly rising chest
My head hurts
With all this new information
It a loud heart beat
With a new expiration
My hitching breath
Unable to catch a breath
My slowly rising chest
Unable to inhale
My head hurts
More than I thought it should
If there is no one left you care for
Why live on?
Why not end all the pain?
Because surely
It is painful
My head hurts
As it tried to comprehend
Interpret
What I want
And then to react
My head hurts
Just like it always has
But the pain indulges
As my heart beat increases
My lungs decrease
And my chest has no movement left
My head hurts
As the oxygen can no longer flow
My head hurts
Trying to understand the state I'm in
I'm not dead yet I'm no longer living
I'm simply existing
To move to move
To eat to eat
To breath because I can not speak
My head hurts
Yet I will never know why
It is all a mystery to these feelings
Though even I can't deny
My head hurts
It's time for me to go to sleep.
