Every memory
I seem I keep
Leads back
To old thoughts
Of everything on my last year
The last piece because now forgotten
Or refused to be spoken
I feel as if I'm in the hospital
Crying over the pain
Trying to get hit by a car
Because everyday
I cry longer due to
My emotions
Hugging me back
As I try to let go
And be the cold bitch
I'm expected to be.