Something Unexpected

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"Are you ok,Byulyi unnie?" Wheein asked.

Moonbyul just smile weakly at her. "I am feeling slightly dizzy right now but I am fine though." She replied.

"How about your ankle,is it ok?" Wheein asked again.

"Yeah, although it is still hurt from the burn but it gonna heal in a few weeks." Moonbyul said.

"Unnie, if you have problem just tell us,ok?" Wheein said while looking at her sadly.
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Wheein's pov

It's been a week since Byulyi unnie discharge from the hospital. She look like a soulless person since the incident.

Everyday she would look like she is in her own world while looking into the space. Sometimes she would tremble like something is going to happen.

I want to help her but she would never open up to me and the other members. The members and the staff were trying hard to find the solution but there is nothing we could do. Everytime we try to consult her into something new, she would become distant from us.

I don't like that. All the people around her hate to watch her like this.

I wish there is something or someone who could help Byulyi unnie become normal again.

I just want our happy unnie to be back.
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I don't know why I am behaving like this. Guilt overcome me. After being hospitalized, I thought I am going to be better.

What am I expecting!

I want to hang out with my members. I miss the old me. I miss teasing them. What I miss the most is being a bully for them.

I know they are feeling stress out right now because of me. I just can't help myself. My body just keep trembling when they tried to console me.

Maybe it's because I thought I was going to die at that incident. I think my mind just can't let go of that incident.

I know what I want right now. Let's just try this if this going to work.

I look at my members and my mouth start to open. But no words come out. It's been too long since I talk with my members. That I don't know what to say.

Let's use another approach.

With my trembling legs, I walk slowly to Yongsun to hug her. I know what I am doing now make the other people in the room shock.

What I am trying to find is the warmth that I feel when I lose hope to survive. The warm that could calm me and make me feel alive.
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Hyejin's pov

I am observing Byulyi unnie. It is kind of shocking to see that she tried to talk.

I was squealing when I see her trying her best,that Yongsun unnie and Wheein look at me strangely.

But the most shocking scene that I have seen is when Byulyi unnie shakingly stand up and walk toward us. I start to cry out when I see her trying her best to overcome her weakness.

Yongsun unnie and Wheein still not realizing the situation just look at me as if I am crazy.

Even if I try to talk to them, words just turn gibberish out of my mouth because I am overwhelm with relief.

When Byulyi unnie hug Yongsun unnie, I could see both Yongsun unnie and Wheein were shock. I just smile to them while crying harder.

Byulyi unnie take turn to hug us but it seems like she is not satisfy with what she get.

"Their warmth feels different from him." I heard Byulyi unnie whispered.
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"Unnie, is there something wrong?" I heard Wheein said.

I just shake my head no while smiling weakly at her.

"Byul ah, are you sure?" Yongsun unnie asked again.

"Unnie, you can trust us this time. We are going to help you. Just tell us anything." Hyejin said while wiping her tears.

I think carefully on how to say this to them so that they could understand. Their warmth is not the same as the warmth of his. His warmth make me happy.

I think I need him if I want to get better.

I know they are familiar with him.They clearly saw his face.

I don't know why,I can't remember him. I think his friends clearly said his name and for sure I do look at his face only for a second.

Well let just say to them that I need him. It's not like I want something that is impossible right?

When I look up, They look worried. Maybe it's because I took too long to answer. So I just smile at them to make them know that I am fine.

With a sigh, I look at them again and tried to say what I want to say but I can't.

Until Yongsun unnie give up and said "You know you don't have to force yourself, we understand if you need time."

When all the members tried to stand up to continue their practice, I suddenly hold Yongsun hand.

"I want to meet the person who saved me." I whisper.

"What?" Yongsun unnie asked again. Clearly didn't hear what I said.

"The guy who saved me. I need him." I said loudly this time.

With pleading eyes I said again in case they don't understand.

"Please, I need him more than you guys think."