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8.

We were now at the concert.

Roxy was now performing a hit song called "Touch of your lips"

I was standing near Madison & Carl who had their arms wrapped raound eachother.

I came here thinking that this was a date but i was actually the three wheeler, then i came up finding my long lost ex who have been dating models and famous people while i'm single.

A taer trickled down my eye before i walked out of the concert and down the hall.

But as i was walking my heel broke.

How can this get any worst?

I took off my other heel before i sat down in the empty hallway.

I began to fog up my glasses with tears until i took them off.

"There you are" I heard someone say.

I looked up to Carl.

"I was looking everywhere for you, you just disapperead" He continued before sitting beside me.

"What is wrong with me"? I asked him.

He made a puzzling face.

"Why cant i ever find a guy?..a guy for me"? I said before i started to cry again.

"No..dont cry okay?..you will find someone" He told me before he held me in his warm arms.

"But when?" I continued to cry.

"He'll come to you..just give it time" He said rubbing my back.

I looked into his eyes.

I dont know what happened to me, I just started to straddle him.

He looked so surprised.

"Kiss me" I whispered into his lips.

"Alyssa..what"?

"Just kiss me" I said more softly.

He tried to push me back but i slammed my lips against his lips, they were cold and not inviting.

He didn't kiss me back, his lips stayed in a firm line.

"Please,just one" I said desperatly kissing his lips over and over but he didnt kiss back.

"Can somebody tell me what is going on"? I heard a voice say.

I suddenly sat up, Madison was standing near us with her arms crossed.

I climbed off of Carl.

'Its honestly not what is looks like" Carl told her before standing.

"Oh really? Well it looks like you two were snogging" She said as tears filled her eyes.

"She was snogging me, i didnt kiss her back" He argued.

"I thought you loved me Carl.." She said before biteing her lip.

I suddenly felt really awful.

"I do, i love you so, so, so much" He said walking towards her.

"If you loved me as much as you say you do, you wouldnt have cheated on me" She said as tears fell from her eyes and came rolling down her cheeks.

"Please Madison..i'm sorry" He said before trying to pull her into a embrace.

She flicked his arms away.

"Just take me home" She said before walking out of the door.

Once she left Carl turned to face me with a disgusted face.

And it scared me.

"You just had to screw shit up, did ya"? He asked angrily.

"I'm sorry..i just wanted to be loved" I said the last part silently.

"Come on, lets go" He said before grabbing my arm and pulling me to his car.

This time Madison was in the backseat.

Awkwardly i sat beside Carl.

As we drove off to my house.