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20.

Zayn P.O.V

I went back into my depression stage 

Thats until i heard someone knocking on my balcony window.

It was Alyssa.

I was only in jeans, with no shirt and i had bags under my eyes and my lips were dry.

I sat up and opened the window and she walked through.

"Wow, you look terrible" She joked.

I just stared at her and layed back down.

"So what you been up to?..why havent you been texting or calling me"? she asked me

I chuckled,

"Whats so funny"? She asked me.

"I thought you were too busy snogging Carl than to notice not talking to me" I told her.

She was sitting on my computer chair.

"What are you talking about"? She asked me.

"I saw everything Alyssa" I told her.

"I 'm not dating Carl" She told me.

"mhm" I scoffed.

"Want me to prove it"? She said standing.

"Do whatever you want to, itll still not change anything" I told her.

She walked into my bathroom and i heard the door close behind her.

(A/N: WARNING: THIS SCENE OF THE BOOK MIGHT GET A LITTLE HEATED, IF YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE READING THIS SKIP TO CHAPTER 21. THANK YOU;)

Alyssa P.O.V

In the bathroom i took my clothes all off except for my balck lace thong and bra.

I know that this is wrong and that its basiaclly cheating...but if Carl doesnt know then theres nothing wrong with it..i'll just make sure to be home by 2 to have time with him. Maybe i can even convince Joshua to dump Paige and date me again..and then i'll have three boyfriends..and out of them three i can pick my favorite.

"What are you doing in there"? Zayn asked me.

I spalshed cold water on my body before leaving out.

Zayn was still laying on his bed but he sat up surprised once he saw me.

"Um..Alyssa..where are your clothes'? He said while his eyes rounded.

I dimmed the lights.

"Relax Zayn..you wanted me to prove that i like you right"? I said before wlaking towards him.

"You dont need to do it like this" He gulped.

"Yes i do" I told him before straddling him.

He immediantly put both hands on my waist.

 I placed my lips into his and smelled tobbaco & beer on his breathe but i gnored it and continued to kiss him.

The kiss got hot while we heard the door open and footsteps walking up to Zayns doorway but we ignored them.

"What the fuck Zayn" I heard someone say.

We looked up to Madison & Harry standing in the doorway.

Madisons eyes were watering while Harry looked angry.

I rushed and got off of Zayn and ran into the bathroom.

what was i thinking? Madison is obviously going to run and go tell Carl and i'll be in trouble again.

or i can deny everything.

I heard two guys arguing outside the door and then i heard rummaging and a door slam.

It was quiet.

I rushed my clothes on and walked slowly outside of the bathroom door and saw noone in the room.

The lights were still dimmed so i turned them on and put my shoes on and grabbed my phone.

It was 1:42..i had time to get back home for Carls dinner.

I walked out of Zayns room closing the door behind me.

I saw Carl, Liam, Zayn and Harry standing downstairs. And they all looked upset, except for Zayn.

I couldnt let Carl see me..especially coming from upstairs.

I ran down the hallway and ran past harrys room, which Madison was sitting on his bed on her phone.

She stood up once she saw me.

I quickly ran down into Zayns room while i heard her calling my name down the hall.

I slammed the door closed once i got to safety.

I had to get out of here as quickly as possible.

I looked around Zayns room until i spotted the opened balcony.

I heard footsteps outside of the door.

"I just saw her go in there" I heard Madisons faint voice.

I jumped down from the balcony and made sure to close it afterwards and ran down the steps.

I got into my car right as i saw Carl peep his head down..but i was gone before he even saw me.