Blank Space

11.

Madison P.O.V

While Carl was still with his friends i decided to surprise him, so i took a warm shower and wore a black thong and bra.

I was getting a little fat around my thighs, and i had stretch marks everywhere.

My body was terrible, thats the reason to why i havent had sex with him for four months.

I sighed sadly before i put my hair in a messy bun.

I had moles all around my neck and shoulders.

How can Carl stand to be with me?

I'm ugly, and worthless.

I dimmed the lights and laid on my back until he got home.

Carl P.O.V

I was having a good time with Alyssa, she was everything i needed in a girl.

We were walking back to my car, hand in hand.

"I had a great time" I smiled down at her.

"Me too" She giggled.

I loved her laugh.

I leaned in.

We shared a long kiss before i pulled back, kissed her on her temple and we both got in my car.

I wanted to take her back home with me, but i knew Madison was there.

I'm gonna need to dump her soon.

And kick her out, so that Alyssa could move in.

I smiled at the thought of waking up next to Alyssa.

"What are you thinking about"? She interupted my thoughts.

"oh, just thinking about the next place i should take you tomorrow" I smirked.

"Carl..you know that were gonna have to stop" She said softly.

"Stop what"? I asked puzzled.

"Stop sneaking around behind Madsions back" She told me.

"I know, i'm gonna dump her soon..dont worry about it" I said quickly.

She sighed.

I touched her knee for comfort.

I felt bad too, but i really want Alyssa.

I just dont know how to break up with Madison.

After i dropped her home i drove home.

It was 9:25 when i walked in the house.

I was tired.

I heard soft music playing in the bedroom.

Puzzled i walked in.

Madison was sitting up in a sexy thong..but she wasnt sexy..

I smiled anyways.

Madison P.O.V

Once Carl saw me he smiled.

It wasnt a 'i want you' smile it was a 'imma be nice' smile but i ignored it and walked over to him.

I was three  inches taller than him.

"Hey babe" I said seductivly.

He nodded while making a weird face.

"Did you um...shower"? He asked backing away a little.