Let them judge us.

chapter 3

My heart is beating so fast.

Suddenly the elevator started shaking. I stumble back, the file fell from my hand.

I start scream for help to take me out from here. The Elevator stop shaking.

I take big step in front of elevator door and started banging with all my power while shouting again for help.

Something pop in my mind, That i am not ALONE, I stop banging elevator door and step back slowly .

Awkwardly straighten my uniform, making my hand in fist and bring in front of my mouth. I clear my throat, trying to calm my tits.

This is so embarrassing, here I am screaming like hell, Other side rosé is still standing like nothing just happened, how she can be so calm ?

I am stronger than her !! Cool Lisa....cOooll. You are athletic girl.

I saw rosé's reflection through elevator door. She look .... Scary but hot scary. She's still standing on same place, her left hand rest on her waist, right hand gripping hand grill.

"Hi! " I look over my shoulder, trying to talk with her.

She make eye contact with me, it seems like hour but she instantly broke eye contact and Scoff slightly.

"What's wrong? "I asked, I feel myself getting nervous.

"A few seconds ago you were screaming hysterically and now you're acting like cool person. I saw every thing, don't hide anymore let it out miss screamer. "

Cold...so cold. What the dead fish! she think she's stronger then me? I accept, I freaked out but I didn't freak out that much thought.

" Hey, I am not sacred of anyone. NO ONE and this little thing happens to me it's nothing, hun! Okay now let me tell you truth. I pretend to be freak out, I thought you are freaking out too. So, i accompany you. we can freak out together. " I finished, turn around showing her my back, my chest is rising up and down and stomach is making knots.

I am embarrassing myself.

This place is so suffocating. I can't breathe well. I need to get out from here soon or else. i would be die soon. It's not like I have asthma and all. I just can't stand here. This place is too hot.

The elevator shaking again. i shout top of my lungs.

"HELP!!, I AM STUCK HERE I THINK WE'RE FALLING DOWN!!, I DON'T WANT TO DIE,I AM STILL VIRGIN!! I LOVE MY PARENTS PLEASE TELL THEM WHEN I CAN'T MAKE IT AND ALS-" the elevator low ding dong sound stop me to continue and automatically open slide door widely.

I bent down fast, grab the file and run out of the door.

5 mans is doing something with elevator wires in power box, maybe servicing?. I am not gonna ride in this anymore.

"Are you alright? " He's one of them, elevator service members.

"ALRIGHT!!? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH SHE WAS SCARED, SHE DID NOT EVEN FLINCH BECAUSE SHE WAS SCARED TO FLINCH!!! THAT MUCH SHE WAS SCARED!!. YOU BETTER SERVICE WELL! " I rise my voice while rambling to men and pointing at rosé before run away.

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My legs are still shaking. It feel like I shit on my pants.

Where is teacher? I look around everyone is whispering to each other, boys has ugly grin on their slutty face.

The girl stand up form the seat and open classroom door for someone and that someone is........rosé.

What? Where I am 1946?? Rosé roomed her eyes in class, is she finding someone? Her eyes stop when she saw me. She sigh, started looking around. Well that hurt.

"Lauren and Camille, principal wants to see you both ....now. " Why does she have such a cold personality? Is there any reason behind them!?

Camila and Lauren went to principals office.

"Mr. Bond is not here cause of personal problem. Do your work but by hand not by talk, understood." Her voice is stern at the same time sexy.

Everyone said 'yes' in union and started their work.

Boys are shamelessly checking her out. My blood boil- nha, I am kidding. Why would I care! She's not even my friend.

I grab my notebook, open last page and started doodling on it.

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Everyone run out off class when bell ring off. I closed my notebook, dragging myself in front of my locker, I take my bag and Whatever books I have in my hand, I put it inside the bag.

" Are you alright Lisa? " I look over my shoulder, confused why she's saying like that. Then I remember the elevator scene.

jisoo seems Genuinely worried about me .

"I am fine jisoo. " I smile happily. Someone care about me other then my family and my old school friends.

"You are like sister to me Lisa, and if you are pretending to be ok then please don't. Let me see inside you!!"

"Hun!? "

"I mean, Don't act like you did not scared in elevator, Lisa. I know everything......rosé told me. " Jisoo said last word in low voice more like whisper. Smirk never left from her face. But why she's whispering?

"And she also said yo-"

"JJjiisssoooooooo!!??, where are you ??jjiisshhuuu!!?" Hmm,i remember that girl , her name is jan? jel? jag? jann? yeah! jennie!

Jennie run toward us and hastily pull jisoo in hug......

But didn't let go yet.........

Still......

uhmm.......

Maybe I should go. I close my locker silently and move jisoo's side her eye's closed. I wave my hand in front of her face in hope she can see me but she's totally into Jennie's hug. I open my bag and pull one sticky note, started doodling .

'bye jisoo .
Ps. next time whenever you hug Jennie again make sure to close your mouth because... you know........drool!
Peace. Have a great hug. '

I stick this on jisoo bag and left .

While Happily thinking about rosé. So, she talk about me mhum. I wonder what jisoo was saying, when Jennie interrupt us.

My buboo is waiting for me. I run in parking area, searching for my buboo.

Where did I park my buboo. I walk slowly and watching car's parking in their spot. Their my buboo taking steps forward proudly.

But when I hear sobs, I lowered my speed. I can hear the sound more clearly, sobbing sound is not hardly but trying hard to not to be loud. I went to the other side where the sobbing is coming.

My heart stopped. When I saw rosé, she's sitting in ground, her back is pressed on my car, Her knees are on her chest.

she's hugging her knees so tightly it's like she is begging for hug but no one is giving her, her head is burry on her arms.

Why seeing her like that hurting me badly? Every sobbing are escaping from her lips is so soft but giving me sharp pain in my chest! Why? I want to protect her but why the hell I would do for her?

Rosé from when you become that precious to me? I don't even know you?

Maybe she feel my presence and she rised her head slowly, rub her teary eyes to see clearly.

When her beautiful eyes locked with me, her eye widen. But my heart's in full pain. She still look so beautiful, even more beautiful.

That doesn't mean, I will make her cry.

Joy's smile is much closer to tears than laughter.

Everything is going to be okay rosé. Please don't cry.